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Timeline Stuckness and Subconscious Symbolism: ‘It Was the End of My Life’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 8 December 2019

Dear Ones,

Here is a subconscious symbol that contributes to Soul wounding: Let’s say a mortifying event happens during puberty, and it has to do with newly learned skills of sexual expression. Then societal expectations hit with a boom, in the form of remonstrance from an authority figure.

It’s the end of your life!, you think with ‘kerplunk’ … and your subconscious mind repeats this every time you think of that transmogrifying experience. It was the end of my life! The end of my life! I might as well be dead!

Gosh! Talk about a death wish sort of thought! What a ‘Darth Vaderville’ metaphor!

This Sunday morning, in the wee small hours of the still dark day, an answer arrived via the sleeping Soul of a novel visitor to my contiguous astral realm. The visitor said: Say to the person with this Soul wounding: So …. What happened next?

And the person said: I went on to have many fulfilling sexual experiences with other people.

They said that, and then all of a sudden the astral airs cleared. It was as if their subconscious mind said: Oh my! It was NOT THE END OF MY LIFE! I’m alive! I’m alive! I’m alive!

My thanks to this wise astral visitor, and my thanks to my Ascension Team that an answer has been found for the timeline stuckness caused by the metaphor: It was the end of my life!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


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Timeline Stuckness: The Price of Practicing Mind Control . by Alice B. Clagett

Written and published on 8 November 2019; revised on 5 June 2020
The drawings originally in this blog were extracted and published separately on 5 June 2020


Dear Ones,


The price of practicing mind control is timeline ‘stuckness’. The negative astral beings who impart the know-how to practice mind control on other human beings know this.

When we practice mind control, we yoke ourselves to the Law of Karma, whose overseers are the negative astral beings self-termed the Lords of Karma. These beings become our overlords when we begin to practice mind control.

Our guardian angels must stand aside, and watch the progress of our incarnation in what we might regard as helpless dismay, were their beingness capable of experiencing such an emotion, rather than the love and Light and joy that is their nature.

When we are yoked to the Law of Karma, then we must set aside our timeline skills. We cannot become expert in multitemporality, or timeline optimization anymore.

Why is this? It is because the desire to effect an outcome through mind control of another human being stops the free flow of multitemporality. Multitemporality proceeds from the ground of the eternal Now. It is a quality of the eternal Soul.

The Soul stands above the flow of temporal streams, quite near the Mind and Heart and Will of God Himself. From this lofty perspective, the Soul can swoop down into any temporal stream. Thus time (and space) have no meaning to the Soul. They are like a moving picture show. The Soul views first one scene, then another, to its delight and in a playful manner.

But the Soul whose Awareness has swooped down into an incarnation set upon mind control oft chooses to remain in that one timeline, till the objective is achieved. While set on desire for power over another being, in a forgetful way, it sets aside memory of its lofty self.

In this way, the Soul becomes enmired in a karmic temporal web, like a grey spider web in which the Lords of Karma gambol round the slowly darkening body of Light of the mind controller’s incarnational form.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

The drawings originally in this blog were extracted and published here … Link: “Lords of Karma,” drawings by Alice B. Clagett, extracted on 5 June 2020 from a blog published on 8 November 2019 … ..


Link: “Cloak of Seeming Light,” animated gif by Alice B. Clagett, imaged and published on 15 March 2020 … ..

Link: “Compendium: Lords of Karma,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 8 November 2019 … ..

See my blog categories:
Overcoming mind control through faith
Mastery of mind
Power over – powerlessness – service to self – service to others
Timelines – multitemporality – alternate universes – fractals
Timeline optimization
Karma – incarnations – causal reality
Negative astral beings


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Saint Stephen and Saul of Tarsus . How God Talks to Us . Our Challenges in Clearing Timeline ‘Stuckness’ . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 25 April 2015; revised on 26 October 2018
Previously titled: Saint Stephen and Saul of Tarsus . How God Talks to Us . Our Challenges in Clearing ‘Stuckness’

    • Saint Stephen
    • Saint Stephen and Saul (the Apostle Paul)
    • Grace Through Christ
    • Ocular Migraine, the Third-Eye, and Epiphany
    • Controllers and the Persecuted: Clearing Timeline Stuckness
    • Monday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 6:8-15
    • Tuesday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 7:51—8:1a
    • Friday of the Third Week of Easter – Reading 1: Acts 9:1-20
    • Photos by Alice

Dear Ones,

A little about Saint Stephen and Saul of Tarsus. Ocular migraine and epiphany. How God talks to us. Clearing negative emotions and unblocking timeline stucknesses. And the challenges facing the Controllers and those they persecute, in this regard.

There is an edited Summary after the video …



Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.

I have been listening to the readings at church this week. The readings have been about a man named Saul, during the earliest days of Christianity, after Christ’s ascension. And this man Saul was something else!

Saint Stephen

Apparently, the followers of Christ were working all kinds of miracles amongst people, and they were filled with the energy of grace, and Light and love, and what they called ‘the Holy Spirit’. And they would go and talk to people, and God’s grace would flow from their aura and from their speech.

As has been happening recently, what with all the Incoming Light … which is the Light of Christ consciousness … the Light of their Christ consciousness would hit upon the timeline stucknesses … the small timeline stucknesses … what Judy Satori … … called ‘morphogenetic field distortions’ or ‘karmic miasmic distortions’ … in their hologram.

And that would cause jarring of nerves, and aggravation, and like that, until they got through with it. So, amongst the people that such followers of Christ as Saint Stephen healed, and spoke to, and uplifted with words, and with energy, there were those whose nerves were so jarred that they blamed him for the chance that they had to achieve greater God consciousness, which was creating awareness of the timeline stuckness that needed to be removed.

As I recall, from the readings in the last few days, a very vivid scene was when Stephen was taken up before the Sanhedrin. And all kinds of people got together and accused him of this and that. And the Sanhedrin heard the words of the people who were accusing, and then looked at Stephen, and Stephen’s face was full of Light …

In the King James Version, which I am able to reproduce here because that version of the Bible is in the public domain, the translation says his face was like that of an angel … See “Monday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 6:8-15” below.

So the truth of Stephen was not in the words that people spoke about him, but rather in the energy that he held, and gifted to the world.

Saint Stephen and Saul (the Apostle Paul)

So then there was another reading … See “Tuesday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 7:51—8:1a”  below … It was a pretty dismal reading about Stephen, because some people … probably the same people … got together and incited everyone to stone him. I do not know if they actually stoned him to death … but close, anyway.

And this man Saul was walking or riding by. Saul was overseeing the stoning of this person who held great Christ consciousness. So, a few days ago, I got that Saul was, in his energy field, solidly opposed to love.

And so there was a passage … See “Friday of the Third Week of Easter – Reading 1: Acts 9:1-20” below … where Saul was just going along, looking for a chance to persecute somebody who felt Love in their heart, and professed belief in Christianity, and he was struck down … something happened … he was struck down with blindness.

And then today there was a reading about how there was a certain disciple of Christ … a disciple in Damascus, named Ananias, as described in the just-mentioned reading from Acts … who heard from God that he should go over to Saul, who was suffering from blindness. And he was cured of blindness, and became the Apostle Paul.

Grace through Christ

So from that, I deduced two things: One is that, back then, there was open communication on a telepathic level … Christ paved, or made a place open, where these disciples could directly receive the incoming Higher Light of God through grace during those times. And consequently, they were able to communicate with God … and maybe telepathically with one another.

So there was the highest form of what they call, on the astral plane, the ‘internet’, of telepathic ability: The ability to communicate upwards was happening with these disciples, and they were pulling down the great grace of the Divine.

So that was a time like this. This time, when we are able to do that. Now is the time of the return to Christ consciousness.

Ocular Migraine, the Third-Eye, and Epiphany

I had one other thought about this blindness … There is something called ocular migraine, and temporary blindness is one of the manifestations of the strange ocular sensations … that usually go away within an hour or so. This condition appears suddenly, and it disappears suddenly.

And according to Judy Satori … and I agree completely on this … intuition tells me she is ‘right on’ about it: The cause of ocular migraine may well be the greater opening of the third eye. And as you know, the third eye … the sixth chakra … corresponds, in a physical sense, to the pineal and pituitary glands, which create health, and also put us in touch with higher consciousness.

So that moment when Saul was struck down by blindness, may have been a moment of epiphany for him, or of onset of epiphany. So there is that.

Controllers and the Persecuted: Clearing Stuckness

So here you have a man who is stuck on the idea of not feeling his heart … of persecuting people who do feel their hearts. And there has been talk, on the internet about Controllers, and power over. And as John Smallman says in his beautiful blog … … the thing to do about folks who feel that way, is to inundate them with a tsunami of love.

And that is something I agree to, as well. The only true way to look at attempts to control … Judy Satori said it quite well, recently … She said (and I paraphrase): When we sense things that cause negative emotions in us … whether on the physical or on the astral plane … everything that we sense is God, talking directly to us … Saying to us: Feel the thing that you feel, when this negative emotion comes towards you. If there is negative emotion.

If there is a positive emotion, then that is a win, and that indicates we are heading in the right direction … towards Christ consciousness … Because Christ consciousness is all about positive emotions: Love, gratitude, appreciation … like that.

And all the other emotions that we feel, as a result of what we hear and see, physically or astrally … Those negative emotions that we feel, are the important thing about our interactions on those planes, because those are the patterns that we must clear in order to come into Christ consciousness.

And I have my own ideas about it, because I have practiced kundalini yoga. I suggest “Sat Kriya” …

Link: “The Everything Kriya: Sat Kriya,” at Healthy, Happy, Holy Organization, (3HO) … ..

… It is pretty easy. You can do it for 3 minutes, and unblock timeline stucknesses. I find that the easiest thing. It is a little disconcerting, but it is well worth it, because it opens you up to your many powers that are associated with your Godliness … with your Christ consciousness. (Of course, it’s best to consult with your doctor before undertaking yoga, to make sure it will be a good choice for you.)

The only further thing I have to add to that is the illumination I had: The interesting thing about the Controller mental filter is that it happens because we wish to feel safe. And when we achieve it, we feel safe.

So it is a very difficult mental box to get out of. It has its own booby trap … It is booby trapped by the minor rewards we receive by continuing with this mental limitation.

When we feel power through the third chakra, we have to wait until we get physical symptoms, apparently, and then we go onward, through a desire to preserve our own lives. I would not want to be in that boat right now.

Actually, I used to think: Gosh, why am I always persecuted, scapegoated by all these people! … like that. And now I think: Gosh, it is a lot easier to clear that kind of karma … Those kinds of incarnational woundings … Because it hurts a lot, and I notice it right away. So, in a way, I am blessed to feel this pain and not feel that rigidity thing, because that is a hard one. Of course, I have my own challenges.

So I wish us all the opportunity , in whichever way, to understand what we are facing, and what we must eliminate.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars


Here is a little about Saint Stephen the disciple, and about Saul of Tarsus (later known as the apostle Paul), as mentioned in the video …

Image: Saint Stephen in the Monaco Cathedral (Monaco-Ville, Monaco); photographed by Stephen J. Danko on 03 August 2011 … ..

Monday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 6:8-15  (KJV, public domain)

8  “And Stephen, full of faith and power, did great wonders and miracles among the people.

9  “Then there arose certain of the synagogue, which is called the synagogue of the Libertines, and Cyrenians, and Alexandrians, and of them of Cilicia and of Asia, disputing with Stephen.

10  “And they were not able to resist the wisdom and the spirit by which he spake.

11  “Then they suborned men, which said, We have heard him speak blasphemous words against Moses, and against God.

12  “And they stirred up the people, and the elders, and the scribes, and came upon him, and caught him, and brought him to the council,

13  “And set up false witnesses, which said, This man ceaseth not to speak blasphemous words against this holy place, and the law:

14  “For we have heard him say, that this Jesus of Nazareth shall destroy this place, and shall change the customs which Moses delivered us.

15  “And all that sat in the council, looking steadfastly on him, saw his face as it had been the face of an angel.”

Tuesday of the Third Week of Easter Reading 1: Acts 7:51—8:1a  (KJV, public domain)

51  “Ye stiffnecked and uncircumcised in heart and ears, ye do always resist the Holy Ghost: as your fathers did, so do ye.

52  “Which of the prophets have not your fathers persecuted? and they have slain them which shewed before of the coming of the Just One; of whom ye have been now the betrayers and murderers:

53  “Who have received the law by the disposition of angels, and have not kept it.

54  “When they heard these things, they were cut to the heart, and they gnashed on him with their teeth.

55  “But he, being full of the Holy Ghost, looked up stedfastly into heaven, and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing on the right hand of God,

56  “And said, Behold, I see the heavens opened, and the Son of man standing on the right hand of God.

57  “Then they cried out with a loud voice, and stopped their ears, and ran upon him with one accord,

58  “And cast him out of the city, and stoned him: and the witnesses laid down their clothes at a young man’s feet, whose name was Saul.

59  “And they stoned Stephen, calling upon God, and saying, Lord Jesus, receive my spirit.

60  “And he kneeled down, and cried with a loud voice, Lord, lay not this sin to their charge. And when he had said this, he fell asleep.

8 “And Saul was consenting unto his death.”

Image: “Conversion on the Way to Damascus-Caravaggio (c.1600-1),” by Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio, circa 1600-1601, in Wikimedia Commons … ..

Friday of the Third Week of Easter – Reading 1: Acts 9:1-20  (KJV, public domain)

9 “And Saul, yet breathing out threatenings and slaughter against the disciples of the Lord, went unto the high priest,

2  “And desired of him letters to Damascus to the synagogues, that if he found any of this way, whether they were men or women, he might bring them bound unto Jerusalem.

And as he journeyed, he came near Damascus: and suddenly there shined round about him a light from heaven:

4  “And he fell to the earth, and heard a voice saying unto him, Saul, Saul, why persecutest thou me?

5 “And he said, Who art thou, Lord? And the Lord said, I am Jesus whom thou persecutest: it is hard for thee to kick against the pricks.

6  “And he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do.

And the men which journeyed with him stood speechless, hearing a voice, but seeing no man.

And Saul arose from the earth; and when his eyes were opened, he saw no man: but they led him by the hand, and brought him into Damascus.

9  “And he was three days without sight, and neither did eat nor drink.

10  “And there was a certain disciple at Damascus, named Ananias; and to him said the Lord in a vision, Ananias. And he said, Behold, I am here, Lord.

11  “And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the street which is called Straight, and enquire in the house of Judas for one called Saul, of Tarsus: for, behold, he prayeth,

12  “And hath seen in a vision a man named Ananias coming in, and putting his hand on him, that he might receive his sight.

13 Then Ananias answered, Lord, I have heard by many of this man, how much evil he hath done to thy saints at Jerusalem:

14  “And here he hath authority from the chief priests to bind all that call on thy name.

15  “But the Lord said unto him, Go thy way: for he is a chosen vessel unto me, to bear my name before the Gentiles, and kings, and the children of Israel:

16  “For I will shew him how great things he must suffer for my name’s sake.

17  “And Ananias went his way, and entered into the house; and putting his hands on him said, Brother Saul, the Lord, even Jesus, that appeared unto thee in the way as thou camest, hath sent me, that thou mightest receive thy sight, and be filled with the Holy Ghost.

18  “And immediately there fell from his eyes as it had been scales: and he received sight forthwith, and arose, and was baptized.

19  “And when he had received meat, he was strengthened. Then was Saul certain days with the disciples which were at Damascus.

20  “And straightway he preached Christ in the synagogues, that he is the Son of God.”

Photos by Alice

Image: “Sky 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 April 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0


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