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Hold a Candle . a poem by Alice B. Clagett

Written on 5 May 2019; published on 31 May 2019

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • “Hold a Candle,” A Poem by Alice B. Clagett, 5 May 2019
      • Soundtrack
      • Words

Dear Ones,

Here is a poem written during the monthly creative writing class I attended at the beginning of May. The stance of the poem I feel to be good for me as a neutral observer of humankind.

Elsewhere in my blogs I express the stance I would take were I a transvestite (a crossdresser) or transgender person dealing with the Ascension clearing process through the Incoming Light. That process also involves neutral witnessing, I feel, but of a different sort: In that field ‘beyond right and wrong’ (to quote the great mystical poet Rumi) each of us stands alone with God, and assesses the what and wherefore of our human condition, the causal incidents of our Soul wounding, and that ruthlessly truthful Awareness that leads to an ever brighter Body of Light.

There is a Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

At writing class last month, we had an assignment to write a story that included certain words. Each person in the class contributed one word at that moment; and the words were: candle, crutch, soar, sadness, transvestite, and excitement. 

My gift to the class was a poem that included all those words. Here is that poem for you; the title is “Hold a Candle” ….

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Hold a Candle
A Poem by Alice B. Clagett, 5 May 2019

Soundtrack

 

Words

Hold a candle
Find a light
Hold it high
Against the night

What’s a hindrance?
What’s a crutch?
Find the surest
Healing touch!

Soar in laughter
Sink in pain
Sense the level
Strong terrain

Sadness catches
One and all
Then allows us
To recall

How excitement
May sustain —
Double, triple
Each small gain

Trust that
Each transvestite’s fear
May find comfort
Somewhere

Hear their yearning
Sense their call:
I’m God’s child
As are we all.

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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Sky Journal: Renewal of the City of the Angels … by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 18 December 2018

  • INTRODUCTION
  • SKY JOURNAL: RENEWAL OF THE CITY OF THE ANGELS

Dear Ones,

INTRODUCTION

Here is a Los Angeles sky journal for October through early December 2018. This includes images from Woolsey Canyon Fire of 8-21 November 2018, as well as the time before the fire, and the fire aftermath.

Since the fire, there have been an unaccustomed number of gentle rains in Los Angeles, and these have helped settle the ash from the fire and start a crop of lush new California wild outs sprouting up vibrant green from the grey Earth.

I am looking forward to what may be one of the best of Spring seasons for a crop of ‘fire follower’ flowers here in the Santa Monica Mountains …

SKY JOURNAL: RENEWAL OF THE CITY OF THE ANGELS

Image: “Sky Journal 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 4 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 4 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 5 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 7 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 7 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 4,” by Alice B. Clagett, 12 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 5,” by Alice B. Clagett, 27 October 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 6,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 6,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 7,” by Alice B. Clagett, 3 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 7,” by Alice B. Clagett, 3 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 8,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 8,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 9,” by Alice B. Clagett, 9 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 9,” by Alice B. Clagett, 9 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 10,” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 10,” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 11,” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 11,” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 12,” by Alice B. Clagett, 17 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 12,” by Alice B. Clagett, 17 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 13,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 13,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 14,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 14,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 15,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 15,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 16,” by Alice B. Clagett, 25 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 16,” by Alice B. Clagett, 25 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 17,” by Alice B. Clagett, 30 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 17,” by Alice B. Clagett, 30 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 18,” by Alice B. Clagett, 30 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 18,” by Alice B. Clagett, 30 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 19,” by Alice B. Clagett, 30 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 19,” by Alice B. Clagett, 30 November 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 20,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 20,” by Alice B. Clagett, 2 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 21,” by Alice B. Clagett, 3 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 21,” by Alice B. Clagett, 3 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 22,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 22,” by Alice B. Clagett, 6 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 23,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 23,” by Alice B. Clagett, 8 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 24,” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 24,” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 25,” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Sky Journal 25,” by Alice B. Clagett, 10 December 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Something Extraordinary … by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 4 November 2018; published on 10 December 2018

Dear Ones,

Here is a short video on the transformation of a fallen angel by a church congregation on a Sunday …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

Something extraordinary happened at church today. There was a lot of energy in the room … energy of grace and God’s Light … while they were worshiping. And the being called Lucifer came in … I invited the being in, in case it wanted to transform to the Light.

It showed up. And then it fell into the Light in the room, and it transformed to no longer a Fallen Angel … to its original self. It was glorious.

I bade the other archangels welcome it back. And thank God it was today: Today was 4 November 2018 that this happened. We will see what happens next, I guess, here on Ascending Earth.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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The Darkling Gosling … by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 25 November 2018; published on 10 December 2018

Dear Ones,

Here is a video about an astral story of a black magician called The Gosling or The Darkling Gosling. It seems to me to be an ‘urban legend’, as far as I can tell. There is a Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have some psychic criminal intel for you today … very mild stuff. Apparently there is a man who is a black magician, and his stage name on the astral plane is The Gosling. As you know, a gosling is a fat young goose. Apparently the reason he is called this is, he has a tendency to mind control other people, and to give them a feeling that they are being goosed … you know that funny term? … that they are being goosed all the time.

Probably this is his own samskara that is transferring over to them. So they call him the gosling.

So if you have a feeling that you are being goosed, as it were, what you can do then is to bless The Gosling with violet or magenta light, or green light, or pink light … those are all good colors … and send that samskara back to him, blessed and transformed with those beautiful colors of healing light.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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How Lovemaking Transforms the World, for Good or for Bad … by Alice B. Clagett

Filmed on 9 September 2018

Dear Ones,

This video is about how lovemaking can change our world for good or for bad. There is a Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I had the strangest vision on the way to church today. It had to do with that other vision about a polyamorous situation in which everybody wore a devil mask. I wrote about that in another blog …

Link: “Masked Mummery: What If a Person Wore a Satan Mask While Having Sex?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 4 September 2018, https://wp.me/p2Rkym-a7f ..

And I got to thinking about how, in years past, I have promoted the notion of speaking out loud some strong affirmation or prayer during the course of love-making, as a way of uplifting and transforming the energies on Earth.

For instance, one affirmation that I suggested is speaking out loud the words: Peace, Love, Joy.  Of course, this is only one of many, many ways of doing it. The words: Hallelujah! … and … Amen! … are traditional. Some even say: Gloria in excelsis Deo! There are many ways of uplifting Earth, at times when we feel very joyful and very happy.

Getting back to this notion of a play or pageant or ritual in which everyone wears Devil masks, and the act of sex is performed, say, in a polyamorous way, it seems to me that, though they may not speak the words, in their hearts the actors in this lovemaking mummery are saying something just the opposite of: Peace, Love, and Joy … something more along the lines of: War, Hatred, and Sadness. So, in a way, it is a counterpoint to the practice that Lightworkers suggest.

So but, here is the thing: Creation is fashioned out of Light and Love. So the fabric of Creation contains those qualities of Love and Light.

When what we do is in alignment with God and His Creation … with the All that is the One … then it affects everything everywhere, and very strongly. And that is because we have aligned our hearts and minds and wills with the Heart and the Mind and the Will of God, who is everything.

So our energy matches, insofar as we are capable, those energies that pervade creation. You see?  So, fortunately for us, any number of people putting forth emotions of war and hatred and upset, have less of an effect upon creation than just one person, or two people, or three people, who proclaim the joy of celebration of Love in the physical sense.

So I suggest, even though you may feel all alone in doing it, go ahead and celebrate those qualities during acts of Love, whether they be acts of polyamory, or personal amory, or couples amory … Whether they be with a spouse or with a friend … No matter what they may be.

Celebrate those positive emotions. And in that way, though you be few, so the world will be transformed through you.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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Something New . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 6 September 2018

Image: “Santa Clara River Valley 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Clara River Valley 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Dear Ones,

You know, the air today is kind of misty, or insubstantial. It is almost as if the landscape were not there. And it is not just a physical thing. It is almost as if this reality is fading out, and the new reality is coming in.

Last night, for instance, I noticed a huge upliftment of the energy; a clearing of the noosphere … of the old energies of predator-prey relationships, to do with the feral drives expressed in humankind, but also in the animal realm, here on Earth.

So, something is in the air. Something is changing. And something new is coming in …. Something brighter and more beautiful, and more joyful than anything we have ever known before … at least, since the end of the Dark Age in 2012, and the beginning of the Great Age of Light.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: “Santa Clara River Valley 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

Image: “Santa Clara River Valley 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 September 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0

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Masked Mummery: What If a Person Wore a Satan Mask While Having Sex? . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 4 September 2018

Dear Ones,

What has been coming up in the dream world for clearing, for quite some time now, is this dream: There are a group of people, one woman, several men, and a young child, who engage in a sexual rite, a ‘Masked Sexual Mummery’, on the full moon each month.

Everyone wears Devil outfits, even the young child, whose role is to tantalize and also shake down for blackmail, if that child trafficking line is crossed by the adult members of the troupe. In the dream, one person gets to play the head Devil, and wears a pretty bodaciously evil costume, reminiscent of that worn by Nic Cage in this image …

Image: “Nic Cage as Mola Ram: Kali ma, Mike Dunn, kali ma,” http://niccageaseveryone.blogspot.com/2010/01/nic-cage-as-mola-ram.html ..

Why the masks and costumes? Could be they just like to wear these clothes while having sex … Maybe they find it titivating. Too, when people wear masks while having sex, there is less of a possibility of blackmail through surreptitious movie-making.

Now let’s say there is one person who sometimes acts in this performance, a person who loves to feel his heart energy while having sex. And he is a very important person, a person of power, who, in daily life, has to deal with the low life of the world. He encounters all kinds of really bad people. But he himself has the highest ideals. How then may he hold this disparity?

Well, masked sexual mummery is one way to resolve the issue: He can feel his heart, while transforming the energy of all those of evil inclinations he encounters in daily life, by assuming the garb … taking on the role … pretending to be Really Evil.

It might be his way of doing what we Lightworkers call Transformation through the Light; and what Christians call the Sacrament of Communion … a way to uplift the Profane through the Sacred energy of the human heart. That might be the conscious intent behind the Masked Sexual Mummery, whether it be something acted out in 3D, or whether it be simply a recurring sexual fantasy.

Through the dream world, though, I am getting that there may be unintended consequences of such an act. These have to do with the subconscious mind.

Orgasm is one of the most powerful means of upliftment for humankind. Masks have a very powerful impact on the subconscious mind. It could be the person who has this daydream, or else the people involved in the 3D Mummery … as the case may be … And the full moon is the most powerful time of month for transformation, whether for good or for ill.

It could be that the act of orgasm … while wearing a mask symbolizing evil … imprints upon the subconscious mind, month after month, the conviction that the act of sex is evil, and that the person wearing the mask is the personage portrayed by the mask. The subconscious mind of the masked person may begin to feel that it is the Devil, or that it is in league with the Devil, or that it has made a Deal with the Devil, or has sold its Soul to the Devil. Like that.

Subconscious minds … being, as they are, the part of the Iceberg of the Human Mind beneath the polar seas I term the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World … are all connected. What is beneath his ‘belt’ is beneath my belt as well, and beneath yours, and beneath the belt of every human being on Earth.

Once this person’s subconscious mind becomes convinced it is in league with the Devil, before long, the subconscious mind of everyone on Earth will be as convinced of this fantasy as he is.

He being a powerful man and all, his colleagues will begin to feel that he is a pretty scary guy. Maybe even the Devil himself. Then, deep in their subconscious minds, they will need to make a choice: Will I live in fear, or will I turn to courage, and strength of heart.

The subconscious mind doesn’t work in a logical way. It works through symbols, images and metaphor. It attributes a particular emotion to a particular symbol or image. Not a thought, but generally speaking, a strong emotion.

Thus when the subconscious minds of the associates of this person visualize him, they ‘see’ the Devil, and they feel fear. Their Soul says: Fear not!

So then they say, in that peculiar, short-cut kind of way that is typical of the operation of the subconscious mind: There is no Devil! This fear that I have is simply a fiction of my subconscious mind. And then if they are challenged about it, they will say, defensively: Everyone on Earth agrees with me about this; it is an unarguable fact.

Well so, this is not entirely true. That courage is a better emotion than fear, is beyond doubt unarguable. That their associate … who monthly assumes the aspect of Satan … is not, in fact, the Devil himself, is also beyond doubt unarguable. That they need not fear the Devil is a given. That the act of sex is a Sacred act, through which we may find communion with God, is a Truth I hold to be self evident; a Truth even greater than the great truths of which Thomas Jefferson (1) once spoke.

Our right to uplift the world through joyful orgasm is the unalienable right of every human being on Earth. This is the fundament of the human being, the great transforming act, that which enlivens us, and sets us free, and makes us happy.

If joyful orgasm may bring us to the very feet of God, then what may Satan be? Can we even propose that a being such as Satan exists?

Yes, I feel, Satan does exist. He prowls the waves of the Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World in the form of a man who wears the mask of a Devil while performing this, God’s most Sacred act of Sexual Communion.

Satan is that which calls the act of sex Evil. Satan is that which feels the act of sex to be Profane. Satan is that which must wear a mask before the very throne of God.

Let us remove the masks, and meet God face to face, whether it be in this once monthly act of bliss, whether it be in peaceful contemplation, in worship, in celebration of our working life, in communion with the family of man, or in nightly Surrender to the Divine.

Let us set Satan aside, and find God each moment, in the air that enters our lungs, vivifying this human form. Let us find Him in the outreached hand clasping the hand of those we encounter on life’s path; in the eyes of the children that trust in us, and in the words of those like Thomas Jefferson, who know with certain surety that Life, Liberty, and the pursuit of Happiness are God’s gifts to each of us,

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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FOOTNOTE

(1) From the Declaration of Independence, written by Thomas Jefferson, and enacted by Congress on 4 July 1776 …

“We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal, that they are endowed by their Creator with certain unalienable Rights, that among these are Life, Liberty and the pursuit of Happiness.

“That to secure these rights, Governments are instituted among Men, deriving their just powers from the consent of the governed, ” — from Wikipedia, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/United_States_Declaration_of_Independence …………………….

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