Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ 2 . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 14 March 2021; revised
This is one of several blogs on the same topic.

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INTRODUCTION
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Dear Ones,

This is the second page in a collection of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case study of  ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’. I have coined the word ‘castratrux’ as a masculine variant of the feminine slang word ‘castratrix’, coincident with finding an apparently similar coinage of the slang words ‘dominatrux’ and ‘dominatrix’.

According to the astral stories, it seemed ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ is a multiple personality or perhaps a person possessed, as they say in the occult world.

On the astral airs, I heard it was in the year 2005 that he lost … perhaps for the rest of this incarnation … the ability to oust his Satanic overlord from his physical form. I thought there might be a way for him to boost his personal will power … perhaps through doing situps and pushups to strengthen the navel point energy? … so as to evict that unwanted co-tenant of his energy field. But so far … as of May 2021 … that has not happened.

He seems to be a mentally and emotionally imbalanced black magician and assassin of great mind control and psychic abilities; a man who sometimes dresses as a man and sometimes as a woman, for purposes of rape and murder by taking ‘normals’ unawares.

For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the tables of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.

Blogs for this page of the current blog series are below …

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DEVIL AND FALLEN ANGEL . DRAWINGS BY ALICE B. CLAGETT
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Drawn on 22 June 2018; colorized and published on 26 June 2018

Dear Ones,

These two images are part of a dream I had on 22 June 2018. My feeling, as I dreamt, was that the vision of the Fallen Angel was a Big Bad plaguing or obsessing one of the persons dreamt about. I have written elsewhere about the Fallen Angel as ‘Witchy Woman Hater’ …

Image: “Fallen Angel” … including adaptations of the image “The Eye of a Toad” Daipeem (Bufo viridis), by Matt Reinbold, 26 May 2009, CC BY-SA 2.0 … adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 22 June 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0. --from "Awakening with Planet Earth," https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Drawing: “Fallen Angel,” adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 22 June 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Head and shoulders of a brown being with nine toad eyes. The legend reads: Fallen Angel … CREDIT: Adaptations of the image “The Eye of a Toad” Daipeem (Bufo viridis), by Matt Reinbold, 26 May 2009, CC BY-SA 2.0

Drawing: “Fallen Angel,” adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 22 June 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Head and shoulders of a brown being with nine toad eyes. The legend reads: Fallen Angel …

CREDIT: Adaptations of the image “The Eye of a Toad” Daipeem (Bufo viridis), by Matt Reinbold, 26 May 2009, CC BY-SA 2.0

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… and that the Devil represented the Dark Body, or the Shadow of the Personality, of another of the people dreamt about …

Image: “Fallen Angel” … including adaptations of the image “The Eye of a Toad” Daipeem (Bufo viridis), by Matt Reinbold, 26 May 2009, CC BY-SA 2.0 … adapted and compiled by Alice B. Clagett, 22 June 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0 --from "Devil and Fallen Angel," by Alice B. Clagett, in "I Am of the Stars," https://www.iamofthestars.com 

Drawing: “Devil,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 June 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: The head and shoulders of a frowning Caucasian person with spikey yellow hair, a red shirt, and a purple cape. The legend reads: Devil.

Drawing: “Devil,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 June 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … 

DESCRIPTION: The head and shoulders of a frowning Caucasian person with spikey yellow hair, a red shirt, and a purple cape. The legend reads: Devil.

I will be writing elsewhere about the Devil as ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

The drawings are featured in Link: “Tiny Anthologies: Demons, Devils and Ghosts . ADULTS ONLY drawings and images by Alice B. Clagett, Published on 3 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jnZ ..

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences – Compendium: Witchy Woman Hater,” published on 12 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jt6 ..

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–from Link: “Devil and Fallen Angel,” drawings by Alice B. Clagett, drawn on 22 June 2018; colorized and published on 26 June 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9sH ..

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PACKAGE DREAM
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Filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018
The sidebar has been excerpted from a blog published on 3 May 2020
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  • PACKAGE DREAM
    • A Very Vivid Dream
  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Public Humiliation as a Way of Making Up for a Capital Offense?
    • Using A Symbolic Object or Action to Represent Having Sexual  Intercourse
    • ASPs as ‘Flow-Throughs’ for the Collective Unconscious
    • The Voodoo Doll Actor that Delivers the ASP Energy Package Past the Prison Fence of Societal Expectations
    • Sidebar: ‘Normalization’ of Paraphilia on the Silver Screen

Dear Ones,

Here is a video about a very vivid Package Dream I had about two months ago. I have put off publishing it because I feel that my explication could use improvement. Finally I decided to just go ahead and release it. Here goes: First the dream, then the video, then an edited Summary of the video …

PACKAGE DREAM

Drawing: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, 16 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … LEGEND: THE PACKAGE DREAM: A man stands in a prison yard. A guard is nearby, and I sense, but cannot see, a few inmates here and there inside the yard. The man is putting a package wrapped in brown paper over the top of the prison fence, sliding it between the top of the fence and the first of three strands of barbed wire. He says: “M— will send the package out.” The guards and inmates applaud. The man says: “People know what I do but they don’t do anything about it.”

Drawing: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, 16 May 2018, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … 

LEGEND: THE PACKAGE DREAM: A man stands in a prison yard. A guard is nearby, and I sense, but cannot see, a few inmates here and there inside the yard. The man is putting a package wrapped in brown paper over the top of the prison fence, sliding it between the top of the fence and the first of three strands of barbed wire. He says: “M— will send the package out.” The guards and inmates applaud. The man says: “People know what I do but they don’t do anything about it.”

A Very Vivid Dream

A man stands in a prison yard … A guard is nearby, and I sense, but cannot see, a few inmates here and there inside the yard.

In front of the man is a 5-foot fence, and above it. three rows of barbed wire. He has a package maybe 8 inches by 12 inches by 2 inches, wrapped in brown paper and sealed up with tape. He is inserting the 8 inch x 2 inch edge of the package through the fence above the top of the fence and below the lowest strand of barbed wire.

He says: M— will send the package out.

The guards and inmates applaud.

The man says: People know what I do but they don’t do anything about it.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Public Humiliation as a Way of Making Up for a Capital Offense?

Let’s say that there were a case where a person was using a starring role in a movie to offer penance for having done serial killing. Now that is a very interesting thought process: That by playing the role, in front of the public, or in front of other people, of having been that, they are absolved of that.

It reminds me of a case (an astral story; ‘psy in the sky’) I ran into some years ago, where a person murdered a woman for money for the group that they were in, and then went to the person in charge of that group and said: Look what I’ve done.

As penance, that person assigned that they should publish a biography or curriculum vitae online, that indicated they were looking for a job as an Assassin. So Assassin was indicated as their career choice. The person in charge said that they had to leave that online for a month, as penance.

What is that? Public humiliation as a way of making up for a capital offense?  I cannot figure it out. But I know it means something very important, in terms of antisocial personality syndrome. Maybe later it will come to me.

Using A Symbolic Object or Action to Represent Having Sexual  Intercourse

Then though, I think it has something to do with deeply repressed sexual desire in some people who exhibit antisocial personality disorder … and how they sometimes use symbols to represent, for instance, their phallus … and then insert this symbolic phallus … a ‘foreign object’ into somebody else, because they consider sexuality to be beneath them, or bad. Yet they have the drive to express themselves sexually. And so a way of wussing around the situation is to symbolically perform the act.

For instance, the act of spitting on someone who is kneeling to you might be considered a symbolic act of ejaculation. The act of inserting a pen into an orifice of a child might be considered symbolic rape, or sexual intercourse.

I do not know how that is explained in psychology, but I feel it has to do with subconscious symbolism based on a metaphor or figure of speech. An applicable figure of speech might be: I’ll die of embarrassment if people find out!

Along similar lines, a dream I had about an astral figure putting a boot in my abdomen might mean to my subconscious mind that he is “giving me the boot.’

ASPs as ‘Flow-Throughs’ for the Collective Unconscious

I will tell you another thing that happened on the astral plane, that had to do with voodoo, and voodoo dolls. I feel the notion of voodoo has a deep subconscious basis; it represents a principle of the deep subconscious mind.

Voodoo practitioners feel that they can put pins in a voodoo doll, and that will adversely affect the health of the person that the doll represents. Taking this one step further, antisocial personalities sometimes apparently degrade the astral matter of a person to the point where the person is very susceptible to mind control. The mind control ability that the antisocial personality feels derives from his conscious perception of the Collective Unconscious flowing through him. The ASP is consciously aware of the Collective Unconscious because his point of awareness within his Higher Mental Body is the primitive reptilian portion of the mental body in the center of the head …

Link: “The Brain’s Limbic System: Play and Exploration; Love, Joy!” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 5 December 2016; published on 1 February 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6Zc ..

Link: “Reptilian Strands Resolving in the Noosphere,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 4 December 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7Yg ..

The antisocial personality or ASP feels the Collective Unconscious … or Unconscious Thought Cloud of the World … flowing through his mind, and into the mind of the person that is mind controlled. Therefore the latter’s astral matter is degraded, and their Soul begins to receive Soul wounding.

Then, instinctively, the antisocial personality uses to his own advantage these people who have been mind controlled. For more on this, see my Spiritual Adept Short-Cuts blog series …

Link: “Spiritual Adept Shortcuts Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 June 2018; revised on 30 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9su ..

These people that have been degraded, or made into ‘donkeys’ carrying the dark energies … or ‘donkified’, you could say … are a little like voodoo dolls … only they are alive. In other words, they are victims of voodoo who can be used to transport the dark energies of the antisocial personality into other people in the world.

They could,for instance, be his arms and legs, if he is bound down, for some reason, in a particular locale; say, in jail.

The Voodoo Doll Actor that Delivers the ASP Energy Package Past the Prison Fence of Societal Expectations

So then now, back to other forms of symbolic passing on of energy. It seems to me like the antisocial personality may feel that all the objects and people in the world are like but tools through which his energy passes, altering the world that he sees.

So for instance, if he were to get a ‘donkified’ person … or ‘voodoo-ized’ person … an ‘undead’ person … to perform in a movie that represented evil, such as serial killing, then that would be, to his mind perhaps a flowing through of what he might consider himself to be himself … the Collective Unconscious or Collective Subconscious.

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Sidebar: ‘Normalization’ of Paraphilia on the Silver Screen

The 2018 movie “Bad Samaritan” is about a serial killer who is a bondage and discipline (B/D) antisocial personality. From the antisocial stance, it seems to me this movie might be seen as an attempt to win over the ‘normal’ public to the notion of paraphilia or sexual deviation, by presenting the joy the serial killer gets in performing ritual acts of B/D, yet at the same time ‘softening’ the ending by allowing the ‘normal’, the hero, to reverse the roles and perform B/D upon the serial killer.

The feel of the “Bad Samaritan” movie, to my perception, is like that of the 2018 movie “Tag” which popularizes the prison game of ‘rape tag’ by ‘softening’ it so that it appears to be a socially acceptable game of male bonding.

Link: “Bad Samaritan (2018),” in IMDb … https://www.imdb.com/title/tt3203528/ ..

Link: “Tag (2018),” in IMDB … https://www.imdb.com/title/tt2854926/ ..

From an intuitive stance, I feel it possible that many movies have been made in the last 20 years that represent the antisocial point of view. As to whether the entertainment industry is being influenced by ASPs through mind control, or whether the problem may lie nearer to home, I cannot say.

It is because of the antisocial tenor of many modern offerings on the silver screen that I feel very strongly the importance to the Lightworker of grounding in the real world rather than in the world of virtual fantasy.

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The ASP might identify with the subconscious or unconscious energies of the noosphere in a state of Ego … a state of not recognizing the individuality of anything but himself … this energy flowing out of him, through another person that he considers to be a ‘thing’, or an animal, or an object; and then from that person, who is being represented on the silver screen, that would then affect and ‘donkify’ other people … maybe millions of people … maybe the entire world … in the image he has of himself as, say, Satan incarnate.

This way of looking at people as ‘voodoo dolls’ through which he can manipulate the hologram is a hallmark of the mind of the antisocial personality. I recall my mother used to term it ‘megalomania’ or as having ‘delusions of grandeur’. She had a ‘bounce back’ way of looking at people like that, as if they had no relation to her, and could not harm her. I feel hers was a healthy way of seeing the issue, from the point of view of psychology.

In my writing, I term the megalomanical point of view the ‘Circle of One’. There is more about that and about the antisocial personality in my blog categories: Circle of One  …  Antisocial personalities  …  ‘Feral children’  … and …  Feral drives – pack instincts

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

The Sidebar was excerpted from …  Link: ‘Normalization’ of Paraphilia on the Silver Screen,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 3 May 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-hSN ..
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–from Link: “Package Dream,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 16 May 2018; published on 11 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Bv ..

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JUST SAY NO! TO CANNIBALISM
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Written and published on 20 July 2018

Dear Ones,

I hear it from a reliable source that those with a cannibal habit will be forced by Satan to marry a fierce Rakshasa (aka ‘Man-Eater’) or Rakshasi (female Man-Eater) after passing on. And not the gender of their choice!

Image: Demon_Yakshagana.jpg ‎ … “Rakshasa tel que représenté dans un spectacle Yakshagana (Karki Krishna Hasyagar),” by Mr.Manohara Upadhya. Uploaded by Gnanapiti, CC BY-SA 3.0

Image: Demon_Yakshagana.jpg ‎ … “Rakshasa tel que représenté dans un spectacle Yakshagana (Karki Krishna Hasyagar),” by Mr.Manohara Upadhya. Uploaded by Gnanapiti, CC BY-SA 3.0

Here is the legend: “Rakshasas were believed to have been created from the breath of Brahma when he was asleep at the end of the Satya Yuga. As soon as they were created, they were so filled with bloodlust that they started eating Brahma himself. Brahma shouted ‘Rakshama!‘ (Sanskrit for ‘Protect me!’) and Vishnu came to his aid, banishing to Earth all Rakshasas (named after Brahma’s cry for help).” –from Link: “Rakshasa,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rakshasa ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
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–from Link: “Just Say No! to Cannibalism,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 20 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9HH ..

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ADULT VIEWING (PG-13): CARAVAGGIO AND BAGLIONE TODAY: IS LUCIFER TRANSFORMING TO THE LIGHT?
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Written and published on 30 July 2018
Previously titled: Caravaggio and Baglione Today: Is Lucifer Transforming to the Light?
15 September 2020: This person Caravaggio apparently was a prior incarnation of ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire,’ who is featured in a blog entitled: Overview: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’

  • CATHOLICISM, HOMOSEXUALITY, AND PEDERASTY
  • CATHOLICISM, EXORCISM, AND THE EXISTENCE OF SATAN
  • THE EARLY 1600s: CONTEMPORARY PAINTERS AND BITTER ENEMIES CARAVAGGIO AND BAGLIONI
  • WAS CARAVAGGIO A ‘CIRCLE OF ONE’ ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?
  • DID BAGLIONI’S PAINTINGS DISCLOSE THE TRUTH ABOUT CARAVAGGIO?
  • CONTROVERSY SWIRLING AROUND THE LIFE OF CARAVAGGIO, AND LUCIFERIAN ENERGETIC THREADS IN THE NOOSPHERE TODAY
  • ON STANDING IN FAITH, WHEN DESPAIRING HEARTS ARE ALL AROUND US
  • HOW TO PRONOUNCE THE NAME ‘CARAVAGGIO’
    • “How to Pronounce the Name ‘Caravaggio’,” by Alice B. Clagett, Soundtrack and Words
    • The Official Pronunciation

Dear Ones,

I was spiffing up this post today …

Link: “A Short-Sighted Demon Elimination Technique,” by Alice B. Clagett, Originally published on 31 October 2015; republished on 20 March 2018; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-4fQ ..

CATHOLICISM, HOMOSEXUALITY, AND PEDERASTY

And I came across a painting by Giovanni Baglione, on the topic of sodomy and pederasty …

Image: “Sacred and Profane Love,” by Giovanni Baglione, 1602 [Galleria Nazionale d’Arte Antica], in Wikimedia Commons … https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/9/9d/Baglione.jpg … public domain

Image: “Sacred and Profane Love,” by Giovanni Baglione, 1602 [Galleria Nazionale d’Arte Antica], in Wikimedia Commons … https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/9/9d/Baglione.jpg … public domain

… that caused some noospheric commotion when I first published it; so much so that, although the painting is famous art from long ago, and was intended to offer Christian admonition, I had to remove the painting from the blog and substitute a link instead.

I take it that the topics of sodomy and pederasty are still greatly contentious in today’s world. I recall with interest watching the new movie about Pope Francis in recent months …

Link: ‘Pope Francis, a Man of His Word (2018)” … https://www.imdb.com/title/tt6915100/ ..

I liked the movie very much for its concern for humankind and for Gaia, and for its common-sense approach to the problems that face the world.

One of the things that really surprised me in the movie, was a passing reference to homosexuality as being all right, after all, and to sexual abuse of children as not being all right. There is a little about that here …

Link: “SDG Reviews ‘Pope Francis: A Man of His Word’,” by Steven D. Greydanus, 14 May 2018 … http://www.ncregister.com/daily-news/sdg-reviews-pope-francis-a-man-of-his-word ..

CATHOLICISM, EXORCISM, AND THE EXISTENCE OF SATAN

Then there is the issue of the existence of Satan, which has proponents both for and against, in the Catholic Church. For instance, the a member of one Catholic order in the United States has spoken out against the existence of Satan. Yet the National Catholic Register reported in 2017 that demonic activity was on the rise ..

Link: US Exorcists: Demonic Activity on the Rise: A Look at the Growing Need to Battle the Devil,” by Patti Armstrong, 11 March 2017, National Catholic Register … http://www.ncregister.com/daily-news/us-exorcists-demonic-activity-on-the-rise ..

… and the position of the Catholic Church regarding exorcism appears to be favorable, as long as mental illness is ruled out …

Link: “Exorcism in the Catholic Church,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Exorcism_in_the_Catholic_Church ..

THE EARLY 1600s: CONTEMPORARY PAINTERS AND BITTER ENEMIES CARAVAGGIO AND BAGLIONI

This swirl of controversy around the topic of Satan and exorcism, homosexuality and pederasty, reminds me of a time about 400 years ago, as represented by the art of that time. It looks like there was an upwelling of these themes centered around the life and art of a man named Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio, (1571-1610) and critiqued by his bitter enemy, a contemporary painter named Giovanni Baglione (1566-1643).

The 1602 painting by Giovanni Baglione cited at the beginning of this blog, I feel, in counterpoint to Caravaggio’s child nude painting, “Victorious Cupid,” also known as “Amor Vincit Omnia,” which is thought to offer temptation to pederasty. For more on this, see …

Link: “Caravaggio’s Lust, Talent, and Power,” by Jonathan Jones, 27 May 2013 … https://www.theguardian.com/artanddesign/2013/may/27/caravaggio-lust-talent-power-jonathan-jones ..

In Baglione’s painting, an angel is saving Cupid from a sodomitical devil or demon. I surmise that all the figures in the painting are intended to represent Caravaggio; if so, the message of the painting might be that Baglioni felt pederasty is demonic, and that Caravaggio might be practicing pederasty, and that he ought not to. Or that Caravaggio had been a homosexual child prostitute, whose instincts to good were at war with his instincts to bad.

There is another version of Baglione’s painting, with the face of the devil hidden; I surmise that Baglione may have come under fire for painting a caricature of Caravaggio as a demon or devil, and then painted the second version of the painting to ‘soothe the waters’ amongst Caravaggio’s wealthy patrons, one of whom, I surmise, might have been high up in the church, perhaps even in the College of Cardinals …

Image: “The Divine Eros Defeats the Earthly Eros,” by Giovanni Baglione, c. 1602-1603 [Gemäldegalerie, Berlin], in Wikimedia Commons … https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/d5/Giovanni_Baglione_-_The_Divine_Eros_Defeats_the_Earthly_Eros_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain

Image: “The Divine Eros Defeats the Earthly Eros,” by Giovanni Baglione, c. 1602-1603 [Gemäldegalerie, Berlin], in Wikimedia Commons … https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/d/d5/Giovanni_Baglione_-_The_Divine_Eros_Defeats_the_Earthly_Eros_-_Google_Art_Project.jpg … public domain

WAS CARAVAGGIO A ‘CIRCLE OF ONE’ ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITY?

Just off the cuff, it seems to me that some of Caravaggio’s paintings may feature him as subject, and that he might have imagined himself as a ‘Circle of One’ … the only person in his world. For instance, this painting appears to be of Caravaggio at various ages ..

Image: “The Musicians,” self-portrait by Caravaggio, circa 1595-1596 [Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York] in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caravaggio#/media/File:Caravaggio_-_I_Musici.jpg … public domain

Image: “The Musicians,” self-portrait by Caravaggio, circa 1595-1596 [Metropolitan Museum of Art, New York] in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caravaggio#/media/File:Caravaggio_-_I_Musici.jpg … public domain

From this painting, I surmise he felt that women hated him, or conversely, that he hated women, but may have felt it too dangerous to portray that feeling …

Link: “Judith Beheading Holofernes,” by Caravaggio, circa 1598-1599 [photo by Architas, 1 June 2018], in Wikimedia Commons … https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/b2/Caravaggio_Judith_Beheading_Holofernes.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

Link: “Judith Beheading Holofernes,” by Caravaggio, circa 1598-1599 [photo by Architas, 1 June 2018], in Wikimedia Commons … https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/b/b2/Caravaggio_Judith_Beheading_Holofernes.jpg … CC BY-SA 4.0 International

I have a theory he was a wild and violent person, who believed everyone else, at heart, was like him, only pretending not to be. I feel he was sarcastic and vindictive with regard to the Catholic Church.

In this painting, I feel he might have been making fun of a monk, who had distained him. I feel Caravaggio painted himself as the angel of solace in the painting, and the monk as swooning in ecstasy at his physical beauty, rather than in religious ecstasy. If true, this painting reflects the Heresy of Physical Form, of which I spoke in another blog …

Image: “Francis of Assisi in Ecstasy,” by Caravaggio, c. 1595 [Wadsworth Atheneum, Hartford], in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Saint_Francis_of_Assisi_in_Ecstasy-Caravaggio_(c.1595).jpg … public domain

Image: “Francis of Assisi in Ecstasy,” by Caravaggio, c. 1595 [Wadsworth Atheneum, Hartford], in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Saint_Francis_of_Assisi_in_Ecstasy-Caravaggio_(c.1595).jpg … public domain

Following up on the same personality traits, here is a painting purporting to be Saint Francis (seated, legs akimbo under table) being called to Christ (standing, hand pointing, on right) …

Image: “The Calling of Saint Matthew,” by Caravaggio, circa 1599-1600 [Contarelli Chapel, San Luigi dei Francesi, Rome], in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Calling_of_Saint_Matthew-Caravaggo_(1599-1600).jpg … public domain

Image: “The Calling of Saint Matthew,” by Caravaggio, circa 1599-1600 [Contarelli Chapel, San Luigi dei Francesi, Rome], in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:The_Calling_of_Saint_Matthew-Caravaggo_(1599-1600).jpg … public domain

I feel this painting has a double entendre, however. Notice what may be a young Caravaggio, nattily dressed, and bathed in a shaft of golden light that emphasizes his physical beauty, sitting next to the purported Saint Matthew.

It is possible this painting documents Caravaggio’s youthful patron, perhaps a higher up in the church … maybe even a Cardinal (nee Saint Matthew) being called out by another man for the practice of pederasty. If this is so, then this painting represents the painter had a philosophical position in opposition to the Catholic Church. as might be deduced from the Wikipedia article on his life …

Link: “Caravaggio,” by Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Caravaggio ..

It looks to me like this painting sardonically features Caravaggio as Jesus …

Image: “Supper at Emmaus,” by Caravaggio, 1601 [National Gallery, London], in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Caravaggio_-_Cena_in_Emmaus.jpg … public domain

Image: “Supper at Emmaus,” by Caravaggio, 1601 [National Gallery, London], in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Caravaggio_-_Cena_in_Emmaus.jpg … public domain 

Here is an interesting painting by Caravaggio …

Image: “Death of the Virgin,” by Caravaggio, circa 1606, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Michelangelo_Caravaggio_069.jpg … public domain

Image: “Death of the Virgin,” by Caravaggio, circa 1606, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Michelangelo_Caravaggio_069.jpg … public domain

What I do not see in the painting is an image of Caravaggio, which I feel is telling. Could it be that Caravaggio murdered the young woman, because she would not have sex with him? Or might it be that the blanket across her lower body indicates she was raped and murdered?

I am led to wonder about this because, in the noosphere for the last few decades there has been the energy signature of a similar person or persons, who clairly purport to hate women, to have no ‘hold’ button with regard to sexual arousal, and who clairly purport to strangle women, while raping them, if the women object.

Was Caravaggio like this noospheric energy thread, in his own life? …

Image: “A portrait of the Italian painter Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio,” by Ottavio Leoni, circa 1621, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Bild-Ottavio_Leoni,_Caravaggio.jpg … public domain

Image: “A portrait of the Italian painter Michelangelo Merisi da Caravaggio,” by Ottavio Leoni, circa 1621, in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Bild-Ottavio_Leoni,_Caravaggio.jpg … public domain

I see, in his heavily lidded eyes, the personality trait of hedonism; and in the set of his eyebrows, his facial hair, and the expression of his mouth, lack of empathy and compassion. These are some of the traits of the antisocial personality.

In 1606, at the height of his career, Caravaggio murdered someone, It could be that this painting of Saint Jerome, writing something, with a skull on his table, represents the subsequent death threat to Cravaggio by a Church leader in authority …

Image: “Saint Jerome,” by Caravaggio, between 1605 and 1606 [Galleria Borghese, Rome], in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Saint_Jerome_Writing-Caravaggio_(1605-6).jpg … public domain

Image: “Saint Jerome,” by Caravaggio, between 1605 and 1606 [Galleria Borghese, Rome], in Wikimedia Commons … https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Saint_Jerome_Writing-Caravaggio_(1605-6).jpg … public domain

Or if my understanding of Caravaggio’s personality is correct, it may be a death threat by Caravaggio towards the person that outlawed him and caused his exile.

It looks like paintings on exile represent a request for help or mercy, death threats or his prediction of his own death, perhaps murders he commits ,,, overall: violence and tumult, it looks like.

DID BAGLIONI’S PAINTINGS DISCLOSE THE TRUTH ABOUT CARAVAGGIO?

It seems to me that Giovanni Baglioni was ‘onto’ Caravaggio, and that some of his paintings were retorts to the curses imparted through paintings on similar themes by Caravaggio.

For instance, this painting by Baglioni may be a retort to Caravaggio’s painting on the same theme. It seems to me that the cherub, the angel, and the apparently dying St. Francis in Baglioni’s painting are all depictions of Caravaggio …

Image: “The Ecstasy of St Francis,” by Biovanni Baglioni, 1601, in Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Giovanni_Baglione_-_The_Ecstasy_of_St_Francis_-_WGA1155.jpg … public domain

Image: “The Ecstasy of St Francis,” by Biovanni Baglioni, 1601, in Wikipedia …  https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Giovanni_Baglione_-_The_Ecstasy_of_St_Francis_-_WGA1155.jpg … public domain

If this is so, then the meaning of the painting might be that Caravaggio’s life as a homosexual prostitute, both in childhood and in young manhood, are to bring about his death as he plays the false role of a man of God.

In this painting by Baglioni, one possible interpretation might be: The woman on the right is Caravaggio, dressed as a woman. Was Caravaggio, then, a person who cross-dressed?

Image: “St Sebastian Healed by an Angel,” by Giovanni Baglioni, circa 1601-1603, in Wikimedia Commons …  https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:St_Sebastian_Healed_by_an_Angel.jpg … public domain

Image: “St Sebastian Healed by an Angel,” by Giovanni Baglioni, circa 1601-1603, in Wikimedia Commons …  https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:St_Sebastian_Healed_by_an_Angel.jpg … public domain

Could the ‘angel’ be putting the arrow into the young man on the left, who is also Caravaggio? If so, would the painting mean that by cross-dressing, Caravaggio had injured his reputation as a man?

Other paintings by Baglioni night be construed as mirroring the death threats, death predictions, and perhaps report the death of Caravaggio.

CONTROVERSY SWIRLING AROUND THE LIFE OF CARAVAGGIO, AND LUCIFERIAN ENERGETIC THREADS IN THE NOOSPHERE TODAY

I see an energetic connection between the life of Caravaggio, and the artwork by and about him, and a strident series of noospheric energy threads coming to clair hearing since The Shift in 2012.

I clair see a nexus of Dark around those paintings, and around a similar noospheric ‘icon’ or person representing a deep subconscious image of evil, today. To my clair vision, it is almost as if Lucifer is being personified as a man like Caravaggio, who may be alive today. Possibly it may be several men, or a man who, in another incarnation, was Caravaggio, and through whom the clearing of these energy threads of Luciferianism or Satanism, somehow to do with sodomy and pederasty, and also maybe to do with gender slurring or gender pretense, may be brought to the foreground of our awareness, as humankind, so that they may be transformed through the Light.

I see also strands of noospheric energy to do with vengeance, vindictiveness, hatred of women, rape and murder of women, threat of murder, narcissism, pretending to be ‘Jesus Christ’, pretending to be a devout religious person, while in fact being quite the opposite; utter despisal of the sacred, and dissimulation that fools the clergy as well as rich patrons who are decent people.

I see memorable artistic talent, used by antisocial people today to pull the wool over the eyes of normal people, as may have been the case with Caravaggio.

ON STANDING IN FAITH, WHEN DESPAIRING HEARTS ARE ALL AROUND US

I short, I see trouble, big trouble, in the process of clearing and transforming to the Light. As they say: Fasten your seatbelts!

I do feel that it would be easy to get caught up in that ‘mano a mano’ thing with people who are channeling Luciferian energy, as, for instance, Bagliano seems to me to have gotten caught up in disclosing the ‘nature of the beast’ with regard to his rival Caravagglio. Yet, where would that get us, as people who hope to heal and uplift Earth?

Surely the thing to do is to sit, with neutral mind, with courage, and with faith in God, and ask that grace make short shrift of this struggle, this seeming mortal combat, between the Sacred and the Profane.

We humans have no answers here. But God does have the answers, and He will light the way.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

“How to Pronounce the Name ‘Caravaggio'”
by Alice B. Clagett
Soundtrack and Words
30 July 2018

 

That name, ‘Caravaggio’, it is such a sonorous word. It is replete with possible pronunciations. I will give it a go …

If your husband comes home from work, you say: Ah, Caravaggio [simpering voice]

If you are at church you say: Caravaggio [said in a conspiratorial whisper]

If it is your father, and you are greeting him, you say: Cara …, Caravaggio! [said with adoring, childish glee]

If you are talking about a villain by the same name, you have to pretend that there is a big, black spider crawling up the bottom part of your throat, and that the spider is saying the word. Are you ready? … Caravaggio! [said with a resident evil sort of voice] [The speaker bursts out laughing.] Pardon me. [clears throat]. That might be the way to pronounce it for a person you do not hold in high esteem.

The Official Pronunciation

Video: “Pronunciation of the Name ‘Caravaggio'” … https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jhl1DwpdRmI ..

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–from Link: “ADULT VIEWING (PG-13): Caravaggio and Baglione Today: Is Lucifer Transforming to the Light?,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 30 July 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-9Oh ..

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