Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Hunter-Snuffer 1 . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 5 March 2021
This is one of several blogs on the same topic.

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INTRODUCTION
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Dear Ones,

This is the first of several blogs featuring a collection of astral stories I encountered that involved the catastrophic childhood case study of Hunter-Snuffer, a man mild-mannered to the look of it, but who made his living as a soldier of fortune, including the work of stalking, bounty hunting, and murder-for-hire, among others.

I notice from the below blogs that there is quite a lot of overlap with the blogs in other catastrophic childhood case studies. For easy reading, I have included all the ‘Hunter-Snuffer’-related blogs here. Please excuse the repetition; I hope, though redundant, it will prove useful for the reader who wants to delve into the one nickname alone, and not the others.

For the reader who is looking through all the catastrophic childhood case studies, nickname by nickname, In the table of contents I have bolded blog titles that seem more unique to the nickname in question. If you see no blog titles bolded, then I consider none of the blogs to be relatively unique.

There is a much fuller set of pertinent blogs nicknamed ‘Heart Vampire’, as that person, according to the astral airs, was the leader of the group. For the relationship of ‘Heart Vampire’ to the members of the group, see this blog, which is also included in the catastrophic childhood case studies of his followers … Link: “United States Mafia Organizational Chart: Key to Nicknames,” by Alice B. Clagett, drawn and published on 10 February 2021; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lrx ..

For others in the ‘Hunter-Snuffer’ series of blogs, see …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Hunter-Snuffer,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 5 March 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lSo ..

Blogs for the current section of the blog series are below …

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DARK ENERGIES TRANSFORMING IN THE DIAMOND LIGHT
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Filmed on 19 September 2015; published on 22 September 2015; transcribed on 15 January 2019

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • The Voice of Reason and the Voice of the Dark [Hunter-Snuffer]
    • Psychology: Multiple Personality Disorder[Hunter-Snuffer]
    • A Digression on Dark Attacks, Solar Events, Electronic and Electrical Devices, and Psychokinetic (Telekinetic) Phenomena Manifested in Cases of of Persons with Memories of Catastrophic Childhood Events[Hunter-Snuffer]
    • Obsession by the Ghostly Fractal of a Parent [Hunter-Snuffer]
    • Ascensioneers: Keeping the Heart Open
    • A Clairly Heard Instance of Obsession During Marital Intercourse [Hunter-Snuffer, Torturess, Heart Vampire]
    • More Thoughts: Confusion Caused by the Glom Effect (Merging of Father Figures) [Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire]
    • Projected Body Elementals? [Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire]
    • Learning to Distinguish Energy Signatures
    • Daydreams of Sexual Aggression as Expressions of Repressed Feral Drives [Hunter-Snuffer]
    • Patanjali’s Advice: Replacing Negative Thoughts with Positive Thoughts
    • Partial Summary
      • Personal Digression
    • Personal Anecdotes about Cherubim, Seraphim, Christ … and Fallen Angels [Castratrux – Basal Vampire]
    • Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Dark Attack in a Church Parking Lot [Castratrux – Basal Vampire]
    • Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Dark Attack on a Mountain Trail
    • Alice’s Mahabharata Vision
    • On Samskaras

Dear Ones,

This is an exploration of the possible causes of some dark threads of energy I have been clair hearing off and on. There is a heavily edited Summary below the video. See also, new intel on samskaras, below.

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I am here with a question and a request for prayers for someone. There is just a question in my mind about this. There may be some of you that know about this topic; I am pretty ignorant about it. I am asking about this topic, and I am also asking for prayers for this person.

The Voice of Reason and the Voice of the Dark

On the psychic plane I have been hearing a man who seems to be two people at once. This person has a very mild-mannered personality … And then, he seems to have a very Dark and evil voice that comes in and advises him to do acts of violence. I do not know what to make of it.

Psychology: Multiple Personality Disorder

I know, in psychology, there is this notion that sometimes people have multiple personalities. But to me, it seems equally plausible … because this Soul has spoken, in the past, about a terrible childhood in which his father had been accused by his community of killing a lot of people … well, less than 10, but that is still quite a few, it being probably a small community …

And so the story … probably a symbolic story … on the deep subconscious plane, for this man, is that his father was physically crucified by his community for crimes like those killings, and that the father asked the son to make a fast end of him and kill him. And so the son did that. And so that is the symbolic story that is going on in this person’s head, with regard to his father.

And there is yet another story that he somehow ‘slit his mother’s throat’ when he left home. I tend to think this is also symbolic, meaning that he asked her not to tell anybody about him. It has that violent feel to it, you know? … that subconscious, violent feel.

A Digression on Dark Attacks, Solar Events, Electronic and Electrical Devices, and Psychokinetic (Telekinetic) Phenomena Manifested in Cases of of Persons with Memories of Catastrophic Childhood Events [Hunter-Snuffer]

[In the course of transcribing this part of the video, at about 2:15 pm on Sunday, 13 January 2019, there was strong objection on the psychic plane to its being transcribed. Then the video started shuddering … halting and starting … as it played. Then, as I transcribed, the keyboard keys of the computer twice stuck and ran on as if the strike of one key kept continuing over and over again. (This issue, which I occasionally encounter, is fixed by striking any other key on the computer keyboard, and then erasing the stutter.) This I interpret as a minor Dark Attack, or psychic attack, by the person being described in the transcription.

It might also have to do with high protonfall today … solar wind speed 318.6km/sec  X   solar wind density 28.7 protons/cm3  =  9,144 protonfall … due to minor geomagnetic unrest due to Earth’s encounter with several minor solar wind streams. 

Solar storms cause what SpaceWeatherNews … https://spaceweathernews.com/space-weather-health-alert-information/ … terms ‘cognitive diminution’ and what Tom Kenyon … www.tomkenyon.com … terms ‘cognitive dissonance’. Others call it mental turmoil. 

Fight or flight response may kick in, especially when emotions heat up, and this can contribute to personal electromagnetic field disturbances that, in turn, disturb the artificial electromagnetic fields of electronic and electrical devices.

Other unusual phenomena I associate with Dark Attacks during solar events are raps and taps and other noises, such as footsteps, for which there are no known physical reason; and fleeting sensations of physical pain in my own body.

I have always associated these to rage felt by the person who has had a catastrophic childhood experience such as that which I describe in this blog, and the casting forth of the enraged feeling towards me, because I have put down on paper the chronicle of their early Soul wounding. 

For more on this, see my blog categories …

  • Catastrophic childhood experiences
  • Astral case studies
  • Soul wounding   … and …
  • Inner child

Several decades ago, when I began to notice such events, I felt afraid of them. As time went on, I began to note their evanescent nature, and so began to have a more ‘pococurante’ (‘caring little’) or ‘hakuna matata’ (‘no trouble’) attitude towards these sorts of phenomena.

Looking at the literature on the topic, I see that some feel such phenomena to be caused by Dark thoughts of living people … that they are manifestations of clair abilities such as psychokinesis or telekinesis while a person is in a negative emotional state …

Link: “Psychokinesis,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Psychokinesis ..

I note that others consider such phenomena to be ‘poltergeist’ (‘noisy ghost’) events. If, in this instance, the father’s ghost is still wrapped around the son, then there may be a poltergeist effect as well …

Link: “Poltergeist,” in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Poltergeist ..

More on this poltergeist-ghost theory below …

Obsession by the Ghostly Fractal of a Parent [Hunter-Snuffer]

I am guessing that his parenting was not the usual sort of parenting. So what seems to be happening is that, when the urge comes to him, to do something violent … and then this other voice steps in, and advises him on how to safely accomplish some act of murder, or something like that.

it seems to me to be an act, on the astral plane, of parental (maybe fatherly) obsession, I think they call it … or that the father’s fractal or ghost or spirit is still wrapped around that young man, maybe because of the manner of death. And so, since the father had this unresolved Soul trauma regarding violence, I think he may be advising the son to do the same thing.

And so that is my alternate theory to the notion of alternate personalities in this instance … because, as it turns out, the relatively young person, when he accomplishes these acts of violence (theoretically, it seems to me, on the psychic plane … which is always rather loosely constructed, as far as reality is concerned) …

But when, in his mind, he accomplishes these acts, he does not actually remember. It is as if this other personality, or this ghost of his father, or the astral form of some other human person that is alive in the world, has stepped into his form and done that thing … and he himself has been someplace else.

And then suddenly he finds himself back in his body, with unexplained signs that something has happened … such as blood on his shirt, or something like that … something that he cannot understand … some mental feeling of excitement or arousal … or some other thing that just does not make sense to him.

Any thoughts you all have on this, would be very welcome.

I have only one other lead: I think prayers are a good idea, for people who are in this extreme predicament right now … because the light is so, so bright; it has to be difficult for them.

Ascensioneers: Keeping the Heart Open

Very great Soul anguish and Darkness tend to gravitate to people whose hearts are very open …

Link: “Ma’at, the Principle of Balance, re Dark Attacks, Angelic Protection, and the Incoming Light,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 July 2014 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-1Tn ..

So for the guides and the Ascensioneers and people like us, the thing to do, when the Dark attention is upon us, is to just clear our minds, and open our hearts, and know that all is well. It is well … It is just that it is clearing.

So those are those two, separate situations, of the Dark, and the Light that is targeted by the Dark, during times of great influx of the Incoming Light.

A Clairly Heard Instance of Obsession During Marital Intercourse [Hunter-Snuffer, Torturess, Heart Vampire]

I was going to tell you the other thing about this person … this is the way the astral story goes …  astral plane stories, you know! [laughs, and waves a hand in dismissal] … he is apparently a married person. I may have mentioned, in another video, that within the last few weeks, or the last month, he was thinking of having sexual relations with his wife.

And then apparently he just fainted and, in his Awareness, he disappeared from wherever he was with her. She was yelling: What’s going on? What’s going on? … And his spirit was circling around my head … [shows, with hand, a circling motion around top of her head] … as if he had just disappeared from that body.

And yet, into that body … that body that is his physical body … swooped this very Dark presence … and raped the wife. And she knew it was not him. She kept saying: Stop! Stop! Stop!

Wow! What weird things are going on in the world today! I mean: What is that?! What is going on?

Then, after that act was accomplished, that presence that had been around my head, swooped back into its own body, and the other what-ever-it-was swooped back out of his body again.

And the wife was saying: Why did you do that? Why did you do that?

And the spirit was doing this ‘Nyar-har-har’ Vincent Price thing. It said: Because I could!

You know? And I was saying: Oh! Oh my gosh!  [laughs]

So those are my thoughts. Those are my questions. My thought is, very good thoughts and prayers for these sorts of situations, my fellow Ascensioneers. Anything else you can think of, please let me know.

More Thoughts: Confusion Caused by the Glom Effect (Merging of Father Figures) [Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire]

There are just a couple of complications with regard to this scenario, to do with the glom effect that I have discussed in other blogs. You could look that up under categories, if you want: Glom effect

One issue is that, in the group that this person identifies with, there is another person … another man … that gets tagged by the same energy, whatever it is … Right now, I am going with the theory of the ghost father (the ‘poltergeist’ ancestor or deceased family member) … which seems to be more prevalent in the world than we know.

It is very often the case that, if parents die with Soul wounding, that some portion of their consciousness will wrap itself around one, or various, of their children at various times … because it is afraid, and it is traumatized, and it is confused, and all that. I think that is very common.

But in this one scenario, that I think is the father’s ghost encouraging the son in a tendency towards violence … there is another person in the group that the son identifies with, who also gets tagged by whatever this influence is … this deep, dark influence … to try to be convinced to do something violent. So I can hear both male voices, at the same time, flowing into the same trend of thought and feeling; and so, it can be hard for the clairaudient observer to figure out what is what.

Projected Body Elementals? [Hunter-Snuffer, Heart Vampire]

And in addition, there is a glom going on between this ghostly father figure that keeps coming in … or else a body elemental of very strong proportions that was projected at the son before the father’s death … it could be that.

But anyway, this voice comes in. It seems to be very varied, which is why I tend towards the ghostly theory.

Another complication is that the young person, the son, is confusing that voice with the voice of his own spiritual counselor, who is also a father figure for him. So he thinks that the voice he hears is his spiritual counselor telling him to do these things, when, in fact, it needs to be sorted out and segregated from the energy of the spiritual counselor. You know what i mean?

Learning to Distinguish Energy Signatures

There is a lesson in this for all of us. And that has to do with people’s energy signatures. We all need to be able to learn how to identify, instantly, on the astral plane, the energy signatures of the people that we looked up to … and distinguish these from the energy signatures that are Dark or that are leading us out of the Light and into Darkness.

Everybody has their own Soul signature or energy signature. It is just a question of time, and of increasing Awareness, with the Incoming Light, before we all finally figure all this out, are able to steer clear of the often subconscious, or deeply unconscious, influences toward Darkness … and steer ourselves, navigate ourselves, upward toward the Light.

Daydreams of Sexual Aggression as Expressions of Repressed Feral Drives [Hunter-Snuffer]

There is another theory that someone else mentioned to me just now, on the psychic plane, with regard to this business of imagining an act of violence that is (I forgot to mention) sexually arousing for the man involved. And that theory … which seems also possible to me … is that the man is having a daydream … a subconscious or unconscious daydream … of violent sex.

It may be very repressed, because it is very socially unacceptable.

It could be that this kind of violent sexual fantasy is shared, or glommed onto, by other men.

Could it be that daydreams express emotions that are banned in a societal context, yet ever present as feral drives?

Might we now be coming into Awareness of daydreams, as the Incoming Light elevates our consciousness, and reveals what was previously deeply unconscious?

Could this person’s daydreams be about socially unacceptable anger? … Or maybe, anger which, if expressed, might have undesirable personal consequences? … For example, anger towards a spouse?

Could seeing violence in the actions of parents as a young child, cause a person to sink into daydreams of violence, perhaps as a way to bring to conscious attention the need to resolve early childhood wounding?

It could be one of the Dark threads, or Dark undercurrents, of the noosphere right now, that is clearing. And this, to me, is a very happy possible solution to this story … this mystery; because, if it is merely a daydream, it is not something that is being acted out.

On the other hand, I would guess … at least from Hindu theory about samskaras, that if the subconscious mind is popping up with these kinds of stories, over and over again, on a deep, unconscious current of energy, then that increases the likelihood of these events being acted out in real life. So that is something else to consider.

Patanjali’s Advice: Replacing Negative Thoughts with Positive Thoughts

I believe, in “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali” …

Citation: “How to Know God: The Yoga Aphorisms of Patanjali,” translated with a commentary by Swami Prabhavananda and Christopher Isherwood, copyright 1953, 1981 by The Vedanta Society of Southern California

… one of the first things in that book has to do with changing these kinds of samskaras … these Dark samskaras … first by repeating something positive … like the name of God, for instance … over and over again … so that it falls into the subconscious mind and becomes part of it, and elevates the energies there.

So that is something worth considering, I think: A mantra, or a repeating prayer, or a chant, or an affirmation.

But the trick is to know that we are falling into these kinds of daydreams … if, in fact, they are daydreams. And one way to know that would be if we have ever remembered, much to our chagrin … or perhaps even habitually … falling into some kind of violent sexual action … then we will know if we have that undercurrent.

And if we wish to, we can use these positive thoughts to elevate our subconscious and transform it. So there is another thought about it.

Partial Summary [Hunter-Snuffer]

I know I have come up with a number of different theories about what could be going on with regard to these repeating dreams of sexual violence.

  • I think the first one was multiple personality disorder; that is in the field of psychology.
  • And then there is the theory of ghostly ancestral fractals … of fathers, especially … who, if they were violently inclined, might be influencing their children, their sons, towards violence.
  • And then there was the idea that maybe, if a father had a tendency to violence, or had dreams of violence, then he might have projected energy, in the form of a body elemental, onto the son. And that that body elemental might be activating, from time to time, because of some unknown trigger.

 Personal Digression. In the instance of the person that tracks me sometimes, one of the triggers is when I go off in a wilderness and start walking on a trail. And they get a kind of a ‘hunter’ fury about them. And they start off with some astral story with regard to hunting me, and like that.

The way that I deal with that is: I just look around me, and I see how beautiful the day is, and I see how quiet the trail is, and hear the birds singing, and the wind soughing in the trees, And I relate to that. I do not relate to what might be hidden in the Soul wounding of the men of Earth right now.

So those are three theories … plus a personal digression …

  • And the fourth was the idea that men are glomming and daydreaming socially unacceptable notions of violent sexuality.

And there is one fifth thing that I could come up with, in regard to this. I know you will probably say this is not possible. But I will relate first my experience, which some years ago I might or might not have mentioned to you … I think it was prior to my days of recording things on camcorder …

Personal Anecdotes about Cherubim, Seraphim, Christ … and Fallen Angels [Castratrux – Basal Vampire]

It was a long time ago. I had gone down to an Episcopalian Church in North Hollywood, in the Los Angeles area, because I had felt called to go down there. It was around the time of the Shift … around 2011 or 2012 … so, not that long ago.

And I had felt called to go down there. There was a strong calling, at that time, to go to various churches, and to bring angelic presences to the churches, and to call in the presence of Christ as well. I do not know why that was. But when my Soul calls me to do things, I try my best to accomplish them. And at that time, the callings were coming very fast to me: To do this, or to do that.

So there is the setting. Maybe a few times, I had been there … a couple of times. It was far from where I lived. It was a beautiful Anglican church. And it appealed to me because sometimes they spoke the service in Latin, I think. And they had this incredible organ … giant-sized … and this wonderful organ player, who did an amazing job.

And so, there were many reasons to be there. And in addition, those features of that church seemed to be very, very good for the Angelic presences that wanted to come in.

So here is what I did: I went down, and I sat in the back. It was a night service; and it was not the first time that I had done that. I sat in the back, left side of the church.

The church was full of people. And I asked that the Cherubim and the Seraphim come in, and be there to bless not just that church and all the congregation, but also, everyone in the Los Angeles area.

And the response from the Angelic Realm was absolutely overwhelming. It was as if I were ‘walking on air’ after the service ended … because I could still hear the Angels singing, as it were. You know? It was as if that church had Angels everywhere … it was thick with the presence of Angels. It was a wonderful experience; and I was so glad that I went there!

So I started back to my car, which was parked in a parking lot the next block from the church. It was not the world’s best  area; it was not the world’s worst area; and so, I did not know what to expect. I was on my guard, having had prior … many years ago … martial arts training, and training in keeping myself out of trouble. That kind of training.

I am sorry about this diamond Light right above my third-eye point; it does not seem to want to go away …

Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … COMMENT: I conceive of this diamond-shaped rainbow image as a faerie’s portrait of itself. 

Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … COMMENT: I conceive of this diamond-shaped rainbow image as a faerie’s portrait of itself.

Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Dark Attack in a Church Parking Lot[Castratrux – Basal Vampire]

And so, I was walking, very alertly, back to the car. And there was someone in front of me: It was a man with kind of fluffy, white hair. Not an Afro, but just very thick, fluffy, white hair.

He was in front of me. It seemed like he stiffened up, as I was walking behind him … as if he did not want me to be there, or as if he were angry, you know? His shoulders stiffened.

And so I was even more on guard. It was dark; it was at night. I heard someone walking up behind me, with a steady, slow step, from the church, to the parking lot. And it felt to me as if that person were a protective presence.

The other person … the person that was in front of me … got close to his car, his vehicle. And then something happened to him. A presence … an energy … descended on him. It was three or four feet wide, and circular, around him; and about nine feet tall. And that presence changed him in such a way that, it seemed to me, he became violent; he had a violent intention suddenly … a feeling of rage and violence.

He turned slowly around, with a fluid, liquid motion, to face me. This energy that had come down upon him was still upon him. So I stood very still, and very centered and connected to the ground, as I had learned in the martial arts.

And since I felt the presence of another being … a malevolent being … had descended on this person in front of me, I summoned the energy of Archangel Michael to me. And I felt the descent of just as strong an energy for the good, all around me and above me.

So what had happened there, at that moment, was a detente … a ‘squaring off’ … of perhaps what you would say was a Fallen Angel … and the holy presence of Archangel Michael.

Why should that Fallen Angel have visited that one person? I think it was simply the thought that person had of annoyance or anger, or like that, in that highly charged situation, having just exited the church, with all the Angels there, and like that … Just some very slight turning to the negative, in such a situation, can summon an energy that we really do not want, into our lives.

We may have a thought of turning, and of greeting, in a flirtatious way; and it can be changed, just like that! … to a thought of sexual violence.

The angry person sensed the other person walking up behind me … He was about 15 feet behind me. And when he sensed that, that attention … the hold … that this other energy had on him was broken. And he turned around and got into his own car. Then I was safe to get into my own car.

Here is a subsequent telling of the same story in greater detail …

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Man with the Trembling Pinkie,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 May 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-cRe ..

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Alice’s Perilous Tales: A Dark Attack on a Mountain Trail

Now I would not mention this, except that it happened to me twice. It happened to me another time, in that time frame … very close to the time of the parking lot story.

I was walking in the mountains near my home, at Sage Ranch. I was walking at the time when school children got off school … It was a little after 3 o’clock in the afternoon. In summertime, in the daytime, at Sage Ranch, it can get extremely hot. So I would wait until about 3 o’clock in the afternoon. And then the children would be off school.

This was some years ago. It was not a good experience, but an interesting experience that I still remember vividly. I was in telepathic communication with the same person who had been at the church … or so it seemed … who was not usually a malevolent person; more neutral than that; not malevolent, typically … or somebody else that said they were that person … or some other person … Who knows, on the astral plane?

And so I started to walk along the mountain trail. And I noticed three young men … teenagers … one heavy built, muscular; and the other two, slender, probably younger. They were standing on a rock immediately to the right of, and abutting, the path I was walking on. 

As I drew near them, there was a telepathic message that sternly said: I see the situation, and I will leave you now! … An energy of telepathic communication, like a telepathic channel of energy, or perhaps an axiatonal line connection between me and that other telepathic person, zinged back to that person, and that channel closed.

And at the same time, that same kind of presence that I had seen before, descending on the white-haired, angry man in the parking lot, descended on the heavy-set young man in that group. And so I immediately turned, and retraced my steps.

I am telling you this because I think there are other energies that are possibilities, with regard to sexual violence. And it seemed to me, at that moment, that there was the potential for sexual violence in that trio of young people, because of the energy that descended on them.

I have always translated that kind of energy as what you might call demonic energy, or astral plane negative … those kinds of entities … influencing a person somehow. So there is that also … that other possibility.

I gave you the whole story so that you would know what happened to me; and so that you would not immediately say I told it for nothing, you know? … so that, I hoped, you would not immediately dismiss this notion.

Alice’s Mahabharata Vision

In those days, those things were happening. There were tremendous fire fights on Earth, between the Fallen Angels and the Angelic Realm … or what you might call the Demon Realm and the Angelic Realm. It was breath-taking. It was incredible.

It is not like that now. It is more like this beautiful diamond Light is here. This beautiful diamond Light is here for all humankind. And so! [smiles]

Love you all lots! Have fun with the Light.

Talk to you all later. Take care. God bless you.

Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com .. 

On Samskaras

This morning I have a further thought on repetitive glomming to Dark thoughts: Perhaps these are the samskaras of which Eastern religions speak. Perhaps these are the ‘dark tendencies’ that we bright Souls are here to overcome.

Here is Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati on samskaras (very deep; goes right to the core of the issue) …

Link: “Yoga Sutras 4.9-4.12: Subconscious Impressions,” by Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati … http://swamij.com/yoga-sutras-40912.htm ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com ..

Image: “Incoming Light: Diamond Light 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 22 September 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com .. 

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–from Link: “Dark Energies Transforming in the Diamond Light,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 19 September 2015; published on 22 September 2015; transcribed on 15 January 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-42s ..

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ASTRAL STORY: S AND M COUPLE ENGAGING 24-7 IN ASTRAL RAPE
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Written and published on 14 April 2017
Previously titled: Astral Story: S&M Couple Engaging 24-7 in Astral Rape

Dear Ones,

I have an astral story about a couple that participate in S and M (sadomasochism) as their normal manner of sexual expression. The woman is a dominatrix …

Link: “Kali,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 21 August 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dZZ ..

… and this is because the man has Soul wounding that makes killing while having sexual intercourse his usual manner of sexual expression.

In order to have sex and continue in relationship without being killed by her lover, the woman found that if she bossed him around during intercourse, and forced him to do this or that, so that she might climax, and prevented him from ejaculating, then that would be safe for her. The man would then go out and find someone to have intercourse with and kill. Or so the astral story goes.

This couple apparently is very psy, as is often the case where people have sustained grave Soul wounding. The psy-ness comes from the great noise that the Soul wounding causes in the area of the gut brain (aka the vital body, lower triangle, Lower Quaternary). This noise reverberates through the noosphere and makes it difficult to hear the milder telepathic feelings and thoughts of the majority of people.

In a situation like that described above, so the astral story goes, the man and woman had insatiable desire to dominate, rape and kill. To stay safe from the public view (as this sort of behavior attracts unwanted attention and can bring about unfortunate legal consequences) they ramped down and delayed their need to dominate, rape and kill on the physical plane by satisfying their desire through astral rape.

Their MO was to find a victim, someone they had met on the physical plane, who might satisfy the role of masochist for both of them, and to direct their Soul-wounded sexual desires to that victim in shifts, 24-7. The woman would take the day shift, and the man the night shift.

When one victim, a slightly built male, became no longer available because of a fatal auto accident, in the one case (according to the astral story), they found another victim, a woman with relatively low self-esteem, whom they psychically raped till she made the intelligent move of marrying a man of strong bearing and stature and moving away from the couple’s home town. The couple then, the astral story goes, switched to another female victim.

These sorts of astral setups are very difficult for a victim to break through. What must happen is for the victim to pose, on the astral plane, as a dominatrix or dominator. In other words, the victim’s psychic communication with the gut brain of the psychically attacking couple must be aggressive (and not passive aggressive, passive, or assertive) …

Link: “The Four Basic Styles of Communication,” by the UK Violence Intervention and Prevention Center … https://www.uky.edu/hr/sites/www.uky.edu.hr/files/wellness/images/Conf14_FourCommStyles.pdf ..

In this way the victim will no longer fill the need of the astrally raping couple to ramp down their desire for sadistic play through vicarious satisfaction in the telepathic realm. For instance, when a psychic attack begins to occur, the victim might say …

“You will submit to me or __________!”
Or words to that effect.

This will deter the masochist man in the S and M couple, as he will feel intimidated, as he does when the woman in the couple behaves sadistically. The sadistic woman will be able to act out her emotional stance with her submissive male partner during intercourse. And the submissive male will be left in the lurch for a means of sexual expression, except through acting out his desire to rape and kill.

Thus, when the victim moves to an astral dominatrix or dominator stance, law enforcement might anticipate that the original S and M couple would begin acting out sadism in a ramped up manner in the physical realm.

This acting out (which represents a danger to public safety) might be anticipated to continue until they have selected another astral rape victim.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Child Torture,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..

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–from Link: “Astral Story: S and M Couple Engaging 24-7 in Astral Rape,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 14 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-77L ..

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PHILOSOPHICAL QUESTION 3: DOES ATTAINING NEUTRAL MIND ABSOLVE IMMORAL ACTS?
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Written and published on 23 April 2017

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

Here is the third philosophical question:  If a person rises in Awareness to the state of being beyond right and wrong, above right and wrong, does that, then, make it all right for the person to slip up from time to time … say, to murder, or to perform cannibalistic acts, or to rape? And correlative to that, how does a habit of making these slipups affect our Soul evolution?

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

On this beautiful, sunlit day. Here is another philosophical question for you: If a person rises, in Awareness, to the state of being beyond right and wrong, above right and wrong, does that, then, make it all right for the person to slip up from time to time … say, to murder, or to perform cannibalistic acts, or to rape?

“Mission to Earth: A Lightworkers Guide to Self Mastery,” by Anna Merkaba, is a very interesting book, that raises some thought-provoking … and to me, somewhat disturbing … questions …

Citation: “Mission to Earth: A Lightworkers Guide to Self Mastery,” Anna Merkaba, ~2014, 142 pp

In the book, Anna Merkaba talks a little about this question …. On page 32, first two paragraphs [to paraphrase] she explains how everything there is, including us human beings, is both good and bad. She speaks of a Reptilian race that inhabited Earth. There is a reference to how humans eat animals, and how this is similar to what Reptilians do to humans.

She also mentions how we humans, of our own free will, allow Reptilians to enslave us by destroying our Souls or psyches …

Link: “Are ‘Reptilians’ Really Antisocial Personalities?” by Alice B. Clagett, extracted and published separately on 25 February 2020 from a blog published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gCc ..

The following paragraph, paragraph 3, explains how to get out of the grasp of a Reptilian through feeling Love. And then on page 33, there’s an explanation of how Reptilians as well as humans have Souls …

I feel these passages from Anna Merkaba’s book offer a unique perspective on the quandary of right and wrong, good and bad, and the question of rising above it all. This is very different from my own perspective, but the notion behind “Philosophical Question 3” is for everyone to discover their own truth about these knotty issues. Along those lines, here are some questions from the video:

If a person is in a state, most of the time, of neutral mind, beyond right and wrong, how does that connect to the person’s actions in the world? Here is another way of looking at it …

  • If we are in the eternal flow of the Now, and we commit a heinous crime, an atrocity in the eyes of the world, and then we find ourselves in the next moment of the flow of the eternal Now, does that mean that the atrocity that we committed doesn’t count, or that it never happened?
  • Does it mean, for instance, that we can absolve ourselves of that, and start fresh, in a new moment?

This is a philosophical question that is well worth pondering. Here is another question …

  • Does it make a difference … if we find ourselves in this situation of being far above notions of right and wrong, and we find that we have committed a terrible atrocity, and that we continue to commit these atrocities habitually … Does it make a difference if it is habitual, or if it only happened once?
  • If it makes a difference, then what kind of a difference does it make? For instance, how does it influence the evolution or devolution of our Soul?

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Philosophy: The Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gCn ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Heart Vampire 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 December 2020; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jMJ ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Wifer-Hacker,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lMP ..

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–from Link: “Philosophical Question 3: Does Attaining Neutral Mind Absolve Immoral Acts?,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-79o ..

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SCHADENFREUDE AND THE “BOW DOWN TO ME” 3-PART FOOTBALL PLAY
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Written and published on 13 November 2013; revised and republished on 5 June 2017
Previously entitled: Schadenfreude and the Nature of Duality … 

  • ON COMPASSION AND SCHADENFREUDE IN 3D
    • Sidebar: Schadenfreude
  • SKITS AND STORYLINES: A PREINCARNATE VISION: WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE BORN?
  • LIFE BENEATH THE VEIL OF ILLUSION
    • Sidebar: Unwelcome Psychic Events I Experienced While Meditating with Neo-Hindu Groups
  • INITIAL THEORY OF THE THREE TINY DEMONS
  • DISCOVERY OF CURSES INVOLVED IN THE THREE-PART “BOW DOWN TO ME” ASTRAL FOOTBALL PLAY
    • On Fallen Angels (Fallen Angelics)
    • On Bowing Down by Humankind: Enslavement by the Fallen Angels
    • The Three-Part Curse
      • Second Chakra Hit
      • Third Chakra Hit
      • Sixth Chakra Hit
    • A Further Curse
    • Revision of Theory on the Three Little Demons
  • HOW SPIRITUAL PEOPLE ATTRACT BOTH NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE ATTENTION ON THE ASTRAL PLANE
  • THE IMPORTANCE OF LEARNING YOGA NIDRA

Dear Ones,

ON COMPASSION AND SCHADENFREUDE IN 3D

Our thinking minds hold high the banner of compassion, but our gut brains readily rejoice in the pain that others feel. How can this duality exist? At the moment schadenfreude (1) surfaces in our feeling world, our thinking minds experience a kind of amnesia. It was not us who felt that. We do not remember feeling that at all.

But, alas, our friend with whom we sit, the one toward whom this cruelty is felt, knows very well the source and Darkness there. Schadenfreude is no mistake, no slip of the tongue. Rather, it is the antimatter through which 3D balances heart’s compassion; the farce that holds steady this illusion. It is schadenfreude that allows us … they say, by our agreement prior to birth … to experience this extreme divergence from the All …

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Sidebar: Schadenfreude

Schadenfreude is an interesting word; it means a feeling of pleasure when someone else feels pain. Schaden means harm. Freude means joy.

Here is a quotation by Iris Murdoch on the topic, from her work “Nuns and Soldiers” …  http://img.picturequotes.com/2/517/516183/we-are-all-the-judges-and-the-judged-victims-of-the-casual-malice-and-fantasy-of-others-and-ready-quote-1.jpg … Ms. Murdoch says that while others may fantasize or act with malice regarding us, we may do the same regarding them. As well, she says, while we may be accused of sins we have not committed, surely there are sins of which we are guilty and regarding which we have not been held accountable.

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SKITS AND STORYLINES: A PREINCARNATE VISION: WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE BORN?

I can see it now, me, preincarnate, and my guides, are having a very important, albeit brief, talk …

Guides: So, our understanding is, you would like to experience the extreme divergence from the All … incarnation in physical form?

Me: Yes, definitely. It sounds completely intriguing.

Guides: You do know that, once in physical form for a short while, you will very likely come to believe yourself separate from the One?

Me: (Surely not me! Impossible) What an amazing possibility! You can count on me.

Guides: We feel it important to let you know that some volunteers find incarnation so difficult that they abort the mission after a few ‘months’.

Me: (I wonder what a ‘month’ will feel like.) Nevertheless, I would like to incarnate.

Guides: Alice, you’re a brave being. Know that we love you very much….

LIFE BENEATH THE VEIL OF ILLUSION

But I digress. To continue on the topic of amnesia …

Apparently, the schadenfreude / compassion pairing is only one of many human matter / antimatter, conscious / unconscious, mental / emotional balancing acts.

Another one with which I have wrestled for years: chastity / sexual desire. I would be meditating with others …

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, seated.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 1,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, seated.

A thought of sexual desire would arise in the gut brain (large intestine). My mind would suddenly go completely blank; I would lose consciousness and pitch forward toward the floor.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, seated, leaning forward.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 2,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, seated, leaning forward.

 

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, eyes closed, falling forward off a chair.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, eyes closed, falling forward off a chair.

After falling forward to about two feet from the floor, I would regain consciousness …

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, falling forward off a chair, eyes wide open.

Drawing: “The ‘Bow Down to Me’ 3-Part Football Play 3,” by Alice B. Clagett, 1 February 2020, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Top: Five seated people; from left, a man, a woman, a wolf-man, and two women. Lower left: A woman, shown in profile, falling forward off a chair, eyes wide open.

… and sit back up straight again. O God, not again! … You laugh, do you not! But I was not laughing. No one in the meditation group I was attending laughed at me either.

Something unconscious was going on. It was some thought, arising from a part of my anatomy I did not think had a brain of its own. Then I would pass out and start to topple over, again and again. I was in peer pressure hell both with regard to the repressed thought and with regard to the embarrassing falling-over action.

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Sidebar: Unwelcome Psychic Events I Experienced While Meditating with Neo-Hindu Groups

For a drawing to do with an untoward event that occurred quite some years earlier in another neo-Hindu meditation group, see …

Link: “‘Tinsel Head’ Tale: Scrimmages with a Los Angeles ‘Brujo Cult’,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 18 December 2019; published on 23 December 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-fIS ..

I class these as black magic or thuggee types of events to do with psychic powers exerted through spiritual adepts, black magicians, or sorcerers by disembodied entities.

The two events I experienced occurred in a Neo-Hindu setting. I feel it likely that such events may happen in any spiritual setting, and do not necessarily represent the teachings of a spiritual group as a whole; they may be just disparate, chance events.

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INITIAL THEORY OF THE THREE TINY DEMONS

The meditation teacher kept on saying to us all: Feel unconditional love! I could not. Peer pressure does that, I guess … makes us unfriendly to ourselves. Finally one day I got a notion that there were three tiny demons … this visualization shows how desperate I was to get to the bottom of the thing, I guess.

Anyway, it seemed like there was one tiny demon situated near my sexual chakra, and it would grab this amnesia-making thought as if it were a football. Punt it to another tiny demon at my navel point, which punt shut down my will and caused the amnesia. And then Tiny Demon No. 2 would punt the thought to Tiny Demon No. 3 situated at my third eye-point, and I would pitch forward. It happened three times in a row, to quite an uproar of giggling from the wee demons.

It was just too much for me. I got a pressure-cooker kind of social-embarrassment frustration feeling, building up stronger and stronger. And then … miracle of miracles … I lightened up. And remembered what the repressed thought was all about. At last! From this I suppose there is nothing quite like a sense of humor when I am being laughed at.

Drawing: “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com … DESCRIPTION: Left: Woman standing, in profile, waving to three mean-looking demons on the right. The demons are walking to the right. They are about two feet high.

Drawing: “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye,” by Alice B. Clagett, 24 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0, from “Awakening with Planet Earth,” https://awakeningwithplanetearth.com

DESCRIPTION: Left: Woman standing, in profile, waving to three mean-looking demons on the right. The demons are walking to the right. They are about two feet high.

DISCOVERY OF CURSES INVOLVED IN THE THREE-PART “BOW DOWN TO ME” ASTRAL FOOTBALL PLAY

I later found that the three-demon punt was actually a team effort involving the ‘Dark bodies’ (as opposed to the bodies of Light) of three spiritual people who knew me at that time. This ‘Dark play’ was composed of subconsciously repressed energies of these three people; one was the putative group leader, and the other two were a man and wife.

Malware had been installed in their bodies of Light by the Fallen Angel Ba’al, who had infected a different meditation group. Apparently, all three people had previously attended a meditation in this group in past, and been infected with the malware.

On Fallen Angels (Fallen Angelics). For more on fallen angels, see …

Link: “Time Shift Blog: What Are Fallen Angels?” by Lisa Renee … http://www.energeticsynthesis.com/index.php/resource-tools/blog-timeline-shift/2405-what-are-fallen-angels ..

Link: “Fallen Angelic Schism Trauma,” in “Ascension Glossary” …  http://ascensionglossary.com/index.php/Fallen_Angelic_Schism_Trauma ..

On Bowing Down by Humankind: Enslavement by the Fallen Angels. The malware had to do with bowing down to the Fallen Angel; losing one’s will power, and becoming enslaved by him. This I found out quite recently during lucid dreaming, when the three-part spell was once more invoked; at which time I for the first time heard the astrally spoken malware rhymes, which named the names of people whose Dark bodies were infected to such an extent that the Fallen Angel could ‘step into’ or ‘stake out’ or obsess them, and from them, into other people to obsess them or ‘stake them out’ … or at the least, to dilute the auric energy with a ‘pass through’ or ‘flow through’ the central vertical power current.

Image: “Baahubali 2: The Conclusion” …  https://images-na.ssl-images-amazon.com/images/M/MV5BNzcxM2Q1NjAtNDY5Zi00ZjBlLWJmMmUtZGNmNjlkMDdhN2I2XkEyXkFqcGdeQXVyNjgyOTU0ODU@._V1_UX477_CR0,0,477,268_AL_.jpg … DESCRIPTION: Man kneeling and bowing to a seated, cruel-looking man; fire is all around them. The bowing man has planted his sword in the ground behind him … it looks like a cross. COMMENT: My thought is: If a mean, cruel-looking being asks you to bow to him, do not leave your cross behind.

The Three-Part Curse. The assault was as follows …

  1. Second Chakra Hit. The wife, who was a sexy lady, hit my sexual chakra. I do not know the rhymed curse that was attached to this hit, as the sexual energy that hit me was deeply subconscious and a wave of unconsciousness hit me … like unmani, the borderline state between waking and sleeping.
  2. Third Chakra Hit. The meditation leader of the second meditation group psychically hit my navel point, seat of will power, with the chant: May V–er ram her … This was the name of the husband, a noted psychic … see hit #3) … This hit also comprised very deeply subconscious energy. It was accompanied by a vision of a sharpened, fat pencil, about 3 inches in diameter and 8 inches in length, being jabbed into my spine at the level of the navel point. This pencil was a phallic symbol to do with a derogatory remark a woman once made about the penis of a psychic he knew, who was more powerful than the psychic in hit #3.
  3. Sixth Chakra Hit. The husband, who was a noted psychic, hit my third eye-point with the chant: May you succumb to M—— D— … This was the name of a powerful psychic that the husband knew and admired). The energy in the third hit was also deeply subconscious.

These three incantations and psychic energy hits happened with split-second timing of the sort that can only be orchestrated by Fallen Angels.

A Further Curse. In the recent lucid dreaming instance, there was a further curse by a psychic friend of V–er and M—— D—: A vision of a long, thin dagger being stuck into my left ear, along with the incantation: M—— will stick it in

I have read that the left ear has to do with clair hearing, and the right ear with hearing in the physical realm. So the import of this curse was that M—— D— could dominate my psychic hearing and torque it to the Dark (always remembering that the Fallen Angel Ba’al was the initiator of the curse setup and ‘director of the play’).

Revision of Theory on the Three Little Demons. I revised my theory about the three little demons later … I feel they may have been three little nature spirits bewitched by negative astral beings. This used to happen quite a lot, before the 2012 Shift.

HOW SPIRITUAL PEOPLE ATTRACT BOTH NEGATIVE AND POSITIVE ATTENTION ON THE ASTRAL PLANE

In 3D, in the physical world, the people who subconsciously did the cursing are very highly respected spiritual people. This shows how the Dark has, until recent times, targeted spiritual people. I have heard it said that this is because the brightness of their Light on the spiritual plane attracts a lot of attention from astral beings, both negative and positive.

THE IMPORTANCE OF LEARNING YOGA NIDRA

This lucid-dreaming revelation points up the importance of keeping the auric field strong and stable, and of being able to do yoga nidra and lucid dreaming so as to prevent susceptibility to astral curses and malware infection …

Link: “Yoga* Nidra: Yogic Conscious Deep Sleep,” by Swami Jnaneshvara Bharati …  http://swamij.com/yoga-nidra.htmI ..

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Psychic Murder – Bow Down to Me! Psychic Swoon,” published on 17 July 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jc6 ..

The “Bidding Our Demons Goodbye” drawing is featured in Link: “Tiny Anthologies: Demons, Devils and Ghosts . ADULTS ONLY drawings and images by Alice B. Clagett, Published on 3 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jnZ ..

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–from Link: “Schadenfreude and the “Bow Down to Me” 3-Part Football Play,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 13 November 2013; revised and republished on 5 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7ia ..

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AMATEUR SLEUTH: DYLAN REDWINE MURDER MYSTERY
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Written and published on 20 June 2017

  • COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: THE WOMAN IN THE COUPLE [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer]
  • ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE: CLOSED-CIRCUIT TV AS PROFIT MOTIVE [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer]
  • COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE OF THE MAN IN THE COUPLE [Hunter-Snuffer]
    • The Child’s Mercy Killing of His Crucified Father
    • Samskara of Mercy Killing
    • Trust in Family Only, Not in Community
    • His Life Story, Continued
  • ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer, Inanna, Heart Vampire]

Dear Ones,

For years now, I have been hearing the saddest song on the astral plane … about the torture and murder of the child Dylan Redwine in Colorado some years ago. I thought I would mention this story because, gruesome as it is, it may help a general understanding of the iterative nature of Soul wounding experiences …

COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: THE WOMAN IN THE COUPLE [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer]

The astral story is that an intersex person who chose the role of a woman tortured Dylan Redwine sexually for about a month before he passed on. For more on the woman in the astral story, see …

Link: “Soul Wounding and the Issue of Transgender Violence,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 March 2017, revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76p ..

Link: “Alice’s Perilous Tales: The Nagging Wife,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 31 July 2015; revised on 2 December 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-5QZ ..

ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE: CLOSED-CIRCUIT TV AS PROFIT MOTIVE [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer]

The astral story was that a local cast of costumed characters were involved, and that films were made, perhaps weekly, and offered …

  • live locally on closed-circuit television and also after the fact,
  • on the internet via disk or by mp4 download,
  • or by viewing on a private member paid website, perhaps via an association catering to child sexual molesters wearing house arrest bracelets.
  • As an aside: If it were true that episodes in the torture and murder of Dylan Redwine are still circulating through snuff media outlets, and are being viewed, say, on weekends, then these repeat viewings would cause repetitive astral acts of violence to play out in the Four Corners area … almost as if such incidents were taking place over and over again, assumedly with new victims; however, it might just be the same victim being viewed over and over. Over time, such repetitive viewing might build up the type of astral thought forms in the Four Corners area that would lead to copycat acts of violence on the physical plane; it is to be hoped that this is not the case.

COUPLE CHILD TORTURE: CATASTROPHIC CHILDHOOD EXPERIENCE OF THE MAN IN THE COUPLE [Hunter-Snuffer]

The Child’s Mercy Killing of His Crucified Father

The torturer, according to the astral lore (which can be pretty wild sometimes), is married to an intersex person who chose the role of a man. This person, in childhood, lived in Central Europe. His father was a brigand and murderer in areas around the village near which he lived.

The father was discovered by the villagers who, with no concern for the niceties of the law, and with remarkable lack of empathy, crucified him live outdoors, in the hope that he would be consumed little by little by the local wildlife.

His child (the husband in the above story), was but a teenager at the time; already versed in the manner of livelihood of his father, through hands-on experience mentored by his dad. During the impromptu interrogation that had preceded his father’s crucifixion, the complicity of the child did not come up.

Crows flocked round the child’s father who, fearing the birds would peck his eyes out, called for help. When the child heard his father’s cries, he tried to free him. This failing, at his father’s urging, he got his father’s pistol and killed him. Then he and his mother fled to South America.

According to the astral stories, his mother was addicted to vodka. While in South America, the young man tried for higher education through mail order classes. Once, drunk, his mother nicked him in the right eye with a knife; he pleaded for mercy, saying he could not get his high school diploma without the use of his eyes, and he was spared.

According to the astral lore, in time the son, working as a narcotics distributor, wended his way northward to the United States. Like his father, he was very intelligent, and over the years, by hook or by crook, he made his living by his wits, always with a view to criminal endeavors, in honor of his dad.

He enjoyed killing people, especially during hunting season, as the sound of rifle fire might be written off by others as that of wildlife hunters. For some time he enjoyed picking off women on the freeway during hunting season.

Samskara of Mercy Killing

The husband’s early traumatic experience with his father resulted in the samskara, or Soul wounding, experience that the young man must act to mercifully end the life of someone being tortured. This became an important value to him; a core spiritual value.

Trust in Family Only, Not in Community

The other early learning experience resulting from this trauma would, I feel, have been that one could trust no one other than his own family; that community was not to be trusted, and that law and justice were unenforceable and undependable concepts.

Thus it came about that he met and fell in love with a person who loved to torture children. His role in the process was to mercifully end the children’s lives, just as he had his father’s.

ASTRAL STORY ABOUT DYLAN REDWINE [Torturess, Hunter-Snuffer, Inanna, Heart Vampire]

To get back to the astral story about Dylan Redwine, the story goes that Dylan was waiting at a bus stop on Vallecito Lake. That he was accosted by the intersex wife (see above) with the implication of a sexual tryst and the possibility of smoking marijuana, and that he thus willingly got into her car.

That she took him to her bedroom in a nearby community, where her husband made him immobile by severing his spinal cord low down with a knife puncture wound. That she tortured him for about a month.

This was a very distressing time for me, as an empath. As a clair person, I endured the child’s own suffering, helplessness, and cries for help during that time. Apparently the child was drugged, for he did not know where he was. He cried out to his father for help, but his father could not find him on the physical plane.

On the clair plane, I heard that others assisted in torturing the child. That a woman of the couple’s acquaintance, the wife of a couple they knew, cut off his eyelids with a pair of manicure scissors. That drugs were involved, and that she thought this would make his eyes look prettier; more like her own.

And then, in keeping with the husband’s early samskara of mercy killing, on the astral plane, I heard the husband say that he murdered Dylan Redwine as an act of mercy, to end his torment. I heard he portioned the remains, carrying them in several trips by bicycle to relatively remote sites on the east side of Vallecito Lake.

  • One disposal site must have been where law enforcement found remains, on Middle Mountain near Vallecito Lake.
  • On the astral plane I heard the wife say other remains were shrink wrapped and sunk off shore at the campground on the shoreline slightly to the west of Elk Point Lodge. (1) Whether this is true or not, I do not know. I also do not know if these would have been all the remains.

I heard also that Dylan Redwine’s father was implicated in his son’s murder by an anonymous phone tip to local law enforcement by the intersex husband, posing with a woman’s voice on the phone call.

That looking into a change of owners of a restaurant, possibly with a floor show on the weekends, on or near Vallecito Lake (name of this place, and even whether it exists at all, unknown), might provide a clue to resolving the murder (what clue, I do not know).

I really loathe these astral stories. There is just no way of knowing who comes up with them, or whether there is a shred of truth in them. My guess, though, is that they involve a glom of many people with similar Soul wounding, and so they most likely are of no help at all in the amateur sleuth department.

On the other hand, journaling sometimes helps dispel astral stories that are circulating round the noosphere; maybe this blog will help dispel this story, which is as full of suffering as any might be.

And also, for those who in the healing arts, such a story would illustrate how a youthful Soul wounding experience might lead to acting out in later life, the intention of the Soul being to remember and heal the original trauma, which is stored as cellular memory, according to ascension lore.

In terms of community healing, for the towns of Vallecito Lake, Bayfield, Ignacio, and Durango, Colorado, it could be that this awful astral story was born of an effort to solve the mystery of Dylan Redwine’s death and heal the deep suffering of the community around this issue. Thus, on the astral plane, in the realm of the imagination, the mystery was successfully resolved.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Compendium: Child Torture,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 22 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gz4 ..

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(1) Possibly this is Middle Mountain Campground? See “Columbine Public Lands Campgrounds” … http://vallecitolakechamber.com/members/public-campingcampgrounds ..

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–from Link: “Amateur Sleuth: The Dylan Redwine Murder Mystery,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 20 June 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-7nr ..

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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