Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Heart Vampire 4 . by Alice B. Clagett

Published on 13 December 2020; revised

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INTRODUCTION
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Dear Ones,

This is one of quite a few blogs comprising a collection of astral stories I encountered that involved a catastrophic childhood case study … in this case, that of the Heart Vampire, a Soulless man who was the head of a killing cult, à la now deceased Charles Manson. Unlike Charles Manson, this man, as far as I know, has not been caught.

Because the Heart Vampire became angry with me, he fixed his angry attention on me, on the psychic plane, from mid-2014 to about 2018, with a crescendo and crisis for me, psychically and physically, in the years 2015 and 2016.

Because the Heart Vampire is a ‘Controller’, he has powers of mind control and black magic, which are exercised through his loyal followers. There is nothing quite like being pursued, on the astral and physical planes, by a Controller, to get a Lightworker such as I am ‘up to snuff’ on the ‘to do’ and the ‘what for’ of this handful of powerful, Soulless beings on Earth.

For me, this was a vast learning experience regarding the play of Light and Dark in the realm of Duality. I started out small and foundering, and gathered insight little by little. Consequently the topic “Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: The Heart Vampire” is set forth in quite a few blogs. Among the first are my earliest insights into what I began to realize are Soulless people in human form: Controllers, antisocial personalities, ‘Circle of One’ psychopaths, feral children, and the like.

For others in this series of blogs, see …

Link: “Compendium: Catastrophic Childhood Case Study: Heart Vampire,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 14 February 2021 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-lzW ..

Blogs for the current section of the blog series are below …

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GROUP LEADERSHIP AND THE WOES CAUSED BY PLACING BLAME ON OTHERS
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Written and published on 22 April 2017

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Placing Blame Is Characteristic of the Criminal Mind and the Antisocial Personality
    • The Extreme Instance of Placing Blame in the Context of Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs
    • How Sex Worker Samskaras Are Reflected in a Spiritual Group
      • Group Energies of Psychic Rape
    • Consider Stepping Out of Group Activities for Now
    • Footnote: Astral Story about Genital Mutilation to ‘Steal Back Manhood’

Dear Ones,

I would like to talk a little about the woes caused by belief in causality … especially the notion that our woes, and our mis-steps, and our ‘trespasses’ are caused by other people. The discussion is in the context of group leadership. After the video is a Summary …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

I would like to talk a little about the woes caused by belief in causality … especially the notion that our woes, and our mis-steps, and our ‘trespasses’ are caused by other people.

Placing Blame Is Characteristic of the Criminal Mind and the Antisocial Personality

In the reading that I have done, I have found that the notion that what I do is caused by other people is characteristic of the criminal mind and of the antisocial personality. That got me to thinking about why this is so. And the answer is that, when we take sole responsibility for our actions, then that presupposes that we have equal ability to change our actions. We have free will.

So it is very beneficial to us … to our freedom to act in the world, and to work out our karmas, and to liberate our Souls … to believe that we are the cause of our actions. And in that way we separate ourselves from the energy streams of the criminal mind and and the antisocial personality.

The notion that someone else is responsible for our actions leads to all kinds of complications. For instance, say I am the head of a spiritual group (which I am not). And I say that the reason I have a certain energy pattern is that one of my students has that energy pattern, and transferred it to me. And so I say to my group: If we get rid of that person, then that energy pattern will be gone.

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Sidebar: Astral Story about Genital Mutilation to ‘Steal Back Manhood’

I have heard an astral story that illustrates this theme, to do with a spiritual teacher who went through a time of erectile dysfunction (ED), possibly because of a stage in the Ascension process. Then according to the story, he placed the blame for his physical difficulty on one of his students, who was virile, the notion being that it was the student’s fault that the teacher had ED. This might be interpreted, in a subconscious context, as the magical thought that the virile student had ‘stolen’ the teacher’s manhood.

So then, according to the astral story, the teacher got another student to help him cut off the tip of the ‘scapegoat’ man’s penis, which the teacher swallowed; the magical notion being that the teacher was stealing his manhood back from the student whom he genitally mutilated. Here is another astral example of blaming someone else for an energetic issue that might better be self-directed.

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The Extreme Instance of Placing Blame in the Context of Cults that Kill and Outlaw Gangs

In the very extreme case of cults that kill and outlaw gangs …

Link: “Community Health: Cults That Kill and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 7 December 2015; revised … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-4pb ..

Link: “More on Killing Cults and Outlaw Gangs,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 13 August 2016; revised on 24 February 2019 and 3 March 2019 … http://wp.me/p2Rkym-61D ..

… in the very extreme case of a Charles Manson type of cult, then the leader of the cult or gang says to his members: Kill that person! Then everything will be ok, because they’re the cause of our problems. Something happens:

  • Either there’s an accident, through mental suggestion … say, a fatal traffic accident,
  • Or someone actually goes out and kills that person, and so that person is gone.

But within a week, the energy pattern reasserts itself, through the person who is the spiritual teacher or guru of the killing group … a person like Charles Manson. For instance, a pattern of psychic rape is happening. So then he says: No, it wasn’t that person; it’s another person. And another person is sacrificed for the sake of the group. So this leads to extreme suffering for the people in the group.

Were the leader to look at the situation aright, he would look for that pattern of energy in himself that’s causing him to attract the energies of the group to do with psychic rape.

How Sex Worker Samskaras Are Reflected in a Spiritual Group

For instance, a teacher that frequents sex workers, and has done so all his life, what does that mean to his spiritual group? It means that all the samskaras of all of the johns of all the sex workers that he frequents become a part of the samskaras of the group.

And so, very naturally, there will be strong energies of deviant sexual behaviors happening in that group; for instance, psychic rape, physical rape, sadomasochism (S&M). There will be problems with snuff: with murdering people for a sexual thrill. There will be all kinds of problems because the people that he frequents, and mixes his energy field (his astral matter) with, will have encountered people like that. Thus, like catching the flu, they would have those samskaras in their own auras.

Group Energies of Psychic Rape. So, if that unusual circumstance were to occur, that a group was experiencing and transmitting energies of psychic rape, and broadcasting them in the noosphere, then I would ask that teacher to look at his own behavior, purify and sanctify that which he is. And then the energy of the group will be changed and uplifted.

If he has in his group sex workers, he can expect the energy of the group to express that profession. If he has in his group con artists, he can expect the energy of the group to include the samskaras that people accumulate when they find themselves in prison. These are many, and very deep and heavy samskaras.

Consider Stepping Out of Group Activities for Now

So I ask, please think about whom you’re associating with. If you’re a member of such a group, why not step out, and breathe the wholesome, natural air of the mountains, or the seashore, or the desert? And forget about groups for now. Because it’s only by being with God, and God alone, that we will purify and sanctify and uplift our own energy fields right now, at this time of glorious renewal and awakening.

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–from Link: “Group Leadership and the Woes Caused by Placing Blame on Others,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 22 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-78Y ..

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PHILOSOPHICAL QUESTION 1: DOES THE ACT OF MEDITATION PAY FOR A LIFE OF CRIME?
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Published on 23 April 2017

In this story the Heart Vampire is the spiritual teacher…

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • Introduction to Philosophical Questions Series
    • Astral Story about a Person Who Loved to Murder
    • On Meditation Groups Formed for Worldly Reasons
      • On the Foolhardiness of Worshiping Satan
    • How a Spiritual Teacher’s Samskaras Ripple Through His Group
    • Posing the Question: Does the Act of Meditation Pay for a Life of Crime?

Dear Ones,

This is the first in a series of videos posing philosophical questions for your consideration. This video is about the samskara of murder. There is a Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Introduction to Philosophical Questions Series

I am reminded of Christianity, when it first began. For the first four hundred years there were all kinds of debates about heresy and truth. True spirituality, true doctrine, and so forth. Still, these debates are ongoing today, but on a ramped-down level.

I felt those debates, that took place long centuries ago, were very interesting, and very applicable today. So I thought I would have a series of short videos, putting forth to you various knotty questions from a philosophical point of view, and asking you what you think about them.

In your own world, in your own understanding of reality, in your own weltanschauung, is this heresy, or is this your sacred doctrine? Is this falsehood, or is this truth? And here is the very first …

Astral Story about a Person Who Loved to Murder

On the astral plane, one time I heard of someone who loved the thought of murdering people. In his youth, maybe that is what happened … I do not know. But that is a very dangerous occupation. And he had developed his psychic abilities, his astral travelling abilities and so forth, so that he was able to vicariously satisfy that urge by swooping down in astral form and observing murders taking place. And that was, according to the astral story, his substitute way, as he got older, of seeing people violently pass on.

As this person approached his very senior years, he began to think: What can I do to make up for this? Because this enjoyment of watching a murder take place is not a good thing. This is considered bad by society. And he had the notion that he would start meditating, and he would form a group where people meditate.

On Meditation Groups Formed for Worldly Reasons

There are lots of meditation groups in the world … all kinds of meditation groups. There are a lot of groups in India that meditate for psychic abilities so as to get things for their own personal gain … such as wealth, or sex with lots of people, or power in the world, or whatever.

On the Foolhardiness of Worshiping Satan. They even worship Satan sometimes for that very reason. They do not know much about Satan. They figure he is going to help them out, and give them a leg up in the world, with power. But there was never a mentor more self-centered than Satan. He does not have any feelings of kindness, or helpfulness about him. What you need to do, if you want a leg up in the world, is to look for a mentor with those qualities: kindness, and helpfulness.

So there are people in meditation groups all over the world who are meditating on the wrong stuff. Bad stuff, like this gentleman in this astral story: He was meditating on murder. He loved murder, and that is what he meditated on.

How a Spiritual Teacher’s Samskaras Ripple Through His Group

To continue: He thought he would form a group where people could make up for the fact that he loved murder. And so, here is how this incredible story goes: Every time his group met to meditate, what would happen is, in the middle of the night, when everybody was sound asleep … when their unconscious minds and their subconscious minds came to the fore … he would journey out of body, in astral form, to a place where a murder was taking place.

Then he would come back in body, and the next day there would be a meditation that included that samskara of murder. What resulted was, that everyone in his group began to be tempted to murder.

This is not an unusual thing. In general, in the third and fourth dimensions, the spiritual teacher has some burnt seeds of past actions, or samskaras in him, that will ripple out through the group, just as the group’s samskaras ripple into the teacher.

Posing the Question: Does the Act of Meditation Pay for a Life of Crime?

For this person, who really enjoyed the act of murder, and who wanted to make up for that by having a meditation group; for those other people, who want to make up for their desire for physical wealth by forming a meditation group, or who believe they are uplifting their desire for sex with everyone in their group by meditating together, I am asking this question …

Does the act of meditation uplift that group? Does it pay for the acting out of crimes? What do you think? Is it so, or not so? Does it, for instance, make it even?

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Philosophy: The Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gCn ..

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–from Link: “Philosophical Question 1: Does the Act of Meditation Pay for a Life of Crime?” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-79e ..

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PHILOSOPHICAL QUESTION 3: DOES ATTAINING NEUTRAL MIND ABSOLVE IMMORAL ACTS?
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Written and published on 23 April 2017

The book discussed below reminded me of the philosophy of the Heart Vampire …

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Dear Ones,

Here is the third philosophical question:  If a person rises in Awareness to the state of being beyond right and wrong, above right and wrong, does that, then, make it all right for the person to slip up from time to time … say, to murder, or to perform cannibalistic acts, or to rape? And correlative to that, how does a habit of making these slipups affect our Soul evolution?

There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

On this beautiful, sunlit day. Here is another philosophical question for you: If a person rises, in Awareness, to the state of being beyond right and wrong, above right and wrong, does that, then, make it all right for the person to slip up from time to time … say, to murder, or to perform cannibalistic acts, or to rape?

“Mission to Earth: A Lightworkers Guide to Self Mastery,” by Anna Merkaba, is a very interesting book, that raises some thought-provoking … and to me, somewhat disturbing … questions …

Citation: “Mission to Earth: A Lightworkers Guide to Self Mastery,” Anna Merkaba, ~2014, 142 pp

In the book, Anna Merkaba talks a little about this question …. On page 32, first two paragraphs [to paraphrase] she explains how everything there is, including us human beings, is both good and bad. She speaks of a Reptilian race that inhabited Earth. There is a reference to how humans eat animals, and how this is similar to what Reptilians do to humans.

She also mentions how we humans, of our own free will, allow Reptilians to enslave us by destroying our Souls or psyches …

Link: “Are ‘Reptilians’ Really Antisocial Personalities?” by Alice B. Clagett, extracted and published separately on 25 February 2020 from a blog published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gCc ..

The following paragraph, paragraph 3, explains how to get out of the grasp of a Reptilian through feeling Love. And then on page 33, there’s an explanation of how Reptilians as well as humans have Souls …

I feel these passages from Anna Merkaba’s book offer a unique perspective on the quandary of right and wrong, good and bad, and the question of rising above it all. This is very different from my own perspective, but the notion behind “Philosophical Question 3” is for everyone to discover their own truth about these knotty issues. Along those lines, here are some questions from the video:

If a person is in a state, most of the time, of neutral mind, beyond right and wrong, how does that connect to the person’s actions in the world? Here is another way of looking at it …

  • If we are in the eternal flow of the Now, and we commit a heinous crime, an atrocity in the eyes of the world, and then we find ourselves in the next moment of the flow of the eternal Now, does that mean that the atrocity that we committed doesn’t count, or that it never happened?
  • Does it mean, for instance, that we can absolve ourselves of that, and start fresh, in a new moment?

This is a philosophical question that is well worth pondering. Here is another question …

  • Does it make a difference … if we find ourselves in this situation of being far above notions of right and wrong, and we find that we have committed a terrible atrocity, and that we continue to commit these atrocities habitually … Does it make a difference if it is habitual, or if it only happened once?
  • If it makes a difference, then what kind of a difference does it make? For instance, how does it influence the evolution or devolution of our Soul?

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

See also … Link: “Philosophy: The Series,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 25 February 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-gCn ..

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–from Link: “Philosophical Question 3: Does Attaining Neutral Mind Absolve Immoral Acts?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 23 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-79o ..

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ASTRAL TALE OF TWO ANTISOCIAL PERSONALITIES WHO BONDED
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Published on 24 April 2017

The two cannibals in this story are the Heart Vampire and The Doc (who is highlighted in a later blog) …

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
    • The Lot of the Antisocial Personality in the World Today
    • An Astral Story about Two Cannibals Who Blamed Each Other and Got Away Scot-Free
    • How The Two Cannibals Planned Simultaneous Kills in Later Life, to Celebrate Their Bonding
      • On the Loudness of Violent Thoughts on the Telepathic Plane
      • On Bonding Among Antisocial Personalities
    • Conclusion

Dear Ones,

I have an astral story to tell you, but first I would  like to reflect a little on the lot of the antisocial personality in the world.

A Summary follows the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

I have an astral story to tell you, but first I would like to reflect a little on the lot of the antisocial personality in the world.

The Lot of the Antisocial Personality in the World Today

What must it be like to be an antisocial personality in the world today? It is like being dropped down to a planet full of alien beings who do not speak your language at all. And it must seem to that person that God is absolutely merciless and pitiless, to leave them in the situation of what is sometimes called ‘stranger in a strange land’, but this in a context almost beyond belief.

It is no wonder that they assert, as a theme, that they are not responsible for what they do. That it is not their fault. That it is someone else’s fault. Because, in being dropped, as it were, out of the blue, into this strange social milieu that means nothing to them, they disremember all the Soul decisions they made in other incarnations, which led them into this situation. That is as I see it.

An Astral Story about Two Cannibals Who Blamed Each Other and Got Away Scot-Free

And now I would like to talk a little about an astral story I have been hearing, to do with two men who were antisocial personalities, and who met in the army, oddly, long years ago.

I have read that there are a small percentage of men who enlist in the army who are antisocial personalities … maybe one percent, which is a lot less than the percent found in the general population, apparently. It is not the army’s fault, but occasionally men who are antisocial personalities end up there.

These two men in the astral story enlisted at a very young age. Actually, they were too young to enlist, but they faked their ages, and they both enlisted, and found themselves in the same troop together.

One of the qualities of the antisocial personality is that they just do not know the rules. They never were socialized, and they do not know any rules about right and wrong. And they definitely do not believe any rules about right and wrong. They believe they can do whatever they want to do, as long as other people do not find out about it.

So these two young men both delighted in killing. And even worse than that, in cannibalism … a very ‘naughty’ thing in their minds, rather like a child thinks: Oh, that’s a bit naughty!

As it turned out, there was someone that ‘had the goods’ on them; it had to do with male homosexuality (M2M), which at that time was an alternate lifestyle that was disapproved by the army. As the astral story went, acting together they had raped that man. And they did not want the commanding officer to find out about it, so they killed the man they had raped.

This is a very far-fetched astral story, but it does point out the way that the antisocial personality’s mind works; very differently from the way that most people’s minds work. It’s important, at this moment, if you are working with antisocial personalities, not to experience horror at this moment, but to take it with an even temperament, an understanding that this is their life. This is how they live their life. This is just everyday living for antisocial personalities. I mention this because I found the astral story to be upsetting.

To continue: According to the astral story, the two men were working in a commissary, to do with food supply for the army. So they killed this man they had raped, they cut up the body parts, and they shipped them to another commissary.

Then the person in charge of their group found out about it, and blamed the one man. And the one man said that it was the other man, of these two friends, that did it. And the friend said: No, it was that man [his friend] that did it.

There was not enough evidence to convict either one of them. So they were dismissed, I guess, dishonorably, from the army, after about 6 months of service, according to the astral story.

How The Two Cannibals Planned Simultaneous Kills in Later Life, to Celebrate Their Bonding

This was a bonding experience for the two of them, although antisocial personalities do not really bond usually, according to my research. But down through the years, these two bonded. And the way that they celebrated the memory of that bonding was …

They were both telepathic, and though they were in different cities, they would make a plan together, to go hunting for a person to kill, at the same time (taking into consideration the difference in time zones). They would make a plan, far in advance, that at a certain time … say, at the time school let out … at 3 pm in the location of one of them … they would both go out, and seek out a child to rape and kill. As I recall, I became aware of such an astral plan in the year 2016.

There are various ramifications of this …

On the Loudness of Violent Thoughts on the Telepathic Plane. One such ramification is that, for those who are telepathic and who are appalled by this kind of thing (such as myself), who are empathic telepaths, this is very loud stuff on the psychic plane. These ideas of rape and murder and cannibalism: They are very loud emotionally. They are very strong emotions. And they stand out like freeway noise on the telepathic plane, in the noosphere.

So telepaths notice this stuff. And having this type of stuff happening simultaneously in two widely diverse geographic locations has the advantage of confusing the directional quality of the telepathy that is taking place. So the intention is to mislead other telepaths who have a conscience, and who are not antisocial personalities. And it works, I think, pretty well. It is pretty Soul-searing to hear this stuff, but it is hard for the empathic telepath to discern where the violence is taking place, because there the two antisocial personalities are, both doing the same thing together. It may be clearer to the clair gifted now that the MO has been revealed.

On Bonding Among Antisocial Personalities. The second thing is that it reinforces the friendship of the two antisocial personalities, because there they are doing the same thing at the same time, almost like being together and doing it. This is almost like a step past the antisocial personality, which is concentrated on just one person, into a bonding situation where there are family members together, reinforcing each other’s beliefs.

Conclusion

So that is the astral story. I hope you are all right with it. I hope you are beginning to understand the way that the antisocial personality differs from the normal, socialized human being, and the way that they think.

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–from Link: “Astral Tale of Two Antisocial Personalities Who Bonded,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 24 April 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-79G ..

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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