Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Femme Fatale

Published on 20 August 2020

Dear Ones,

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INTRODUCTION
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Here is one of the astral stories I encountered that involved a catastrophic childhood experience … in this case, a young woman who turned against her mother and slept with her father, arranged for her mother to have to flee from her childhood home, and then arranged for her father to be murdered by a boyfriend when in her teens, and more about her adult life. In psychological terms, they would say that the young woman had an Oedipus complex.

My feeling is I am following her story on the astral plane because she is ‘acting out’ her early childhood experiences with me, an older woman, whom she takes, in her subconscious mind, to be her mother, and with an older man, whom she takes, in her subconscious mind, to be her father. Thus I have been involved, for about 20 years, in imbrolios to do with her repetition of her childhood experience.

Most recently I felt she was visualizing moving to my neighborhood and marrying an older man (a father figure) who is a neighbor, after plying him with her multitudinous charms. That would mean his wife (a mother figure) must leave him. Then, she thought, he must have slept with me (another mother figure), and so her marriage to this older man must hurt two ‘mothers’ at once. The first thing that happens, in the dream now unfolding, is that she boots the man’s children by his ex-wife out of her home, so that she and her child can be alone with him. Then she intends, so the astral story goes, to turn the older man to the notion of booting me out of my home (as her mom was booted out of her childhood home). Whether the visualization of this scenario takes place is a matter for the future.

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Sidebar: What Became of My Grandmother’s Engagement Ring?         top

There is an astral side story about an engagement ring my father’s father gave to my maternal grandmother when he proposed to her, and which she gave to me on my 16th birthday, years after her husband had passed on. That has to do with another woman with an Oedipus complex who had come by that ring, to do with a robbery of my home some years ago. This other woman, as the astral story goes, wooed the Femme Fatale’s boyfriend or husband ‘Dank’ and gave him the ring my grandmother had given me. In the astral story, he gave the ring to his young daughter to wear.

Her mom had cast the daughter out at the age of 6 (for beginning to repeat the mother’s catastrophic childhood scenario), and the daughter was being raised by ‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ who had also experienced catastrophic childhood wounding.

‘Castratrux – Basal Vampire’ then began wearing my grandmother’s engagement ring, given him by the young daughter, who viewed him as a seducible substitute father because of the Oedipus complex she had learned from her mother.

This side story is too much for me to figure out, symbolically, right now. Maybe later it will become more clear.

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Because I have been ‘spotted’ and ‘pigeonholed’ 20 years ago, in a manner of speaking, for my own sake I give her a wide berth and keep a sharp lookout for my own safety and welfare with regard to any men she might convince to do my harm, so as to remain in her considerable favors.

I feel it is often the way with ‘acting out’ of catastrophic childhood experiences, that the people the person with Soul wounding encounters in the course of life become the mother, the father, the first lover, the sister or brother, the childhood boyfriend or girlfriend, in the eyes of the Soul wounded person. In that way, throughout the person’s life, either the ‘acting out’ of the troubled childhood vignette takes place time and again, or else the Soul wounded person arrives at a new understanding of the catastrophic childhood experience, is able to transcend it, and ceases to act it out.

These are excerpts from various blogs …

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FEMALE ANTISOCIAL: FEMME FATALE
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Written and published on 16 March 2018; revised on 16 April 2020

In this story the beautiful but profligate woman is the Femme Fatale …

  • THE SET UP: ADOLESCENT PSYCHOLOGICAL TRAUMA
  • ACTING OUT: ITERATIONS OF THIS THEME DURING LATER LIFE
    • The Love Triangle Trigger
    • Trigger in Which the Female Antisocial Acts the Role of the Adolescent
    • Trigger in Which the Female Antisocial Acts the Role of the Mother
    • Conclusion
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

Here is a case study of a female antisocial, a ‘femme fatale’, that I ran across on the psychic plane.

THE SET UP: ADOLESCENT PSYCHOLOGICAL TRAUMA

The astral story is that of a beautiful but profligate woman who had an issue of severe psychological trauma at the age of 16.

  • The story is that rivalry develops between the adolescent daughter and her mother. There is a demand that the daughter dress modestly.  The daughter rebels, has an affair with the father, and is made pregnant by him. The mother gives the baby away, and puts her daughter in foster care. The daughter sends a boyfriend to physically emasculate the father, whom the daughter thinks of as her husband.
  • There is a variant of this clair story to the effect that the daughter induces her dad to murder her mom, then emasculates her dad, then spends time in 5 or 6 foster homes, where she couldn’t stop talking about killing.

ACTING OUT: ITERATIONS OF THIS THEME DURING LATER LIFE

This female antisocial said, on the clair plane, that she has been killing ever since the adolescent incident. By that she might mean, mostly, that she has been getting the many lovers that she has had, to kill for her.

The Love Triangle Trigger

In the acting out of an early childhood or else an early adulthood instance of severe psychological trauma, an iteration of the original traumatic event can be triggered by incidents in many ways dissimilar to the original episode, but with one ‘trigger’ event that starts the acting out behavior.

Let’s say, in the above case, that the trigger might be any situation in which the female antisocial feels there is ‘another woman’. Thus, for the trigger, she will need to be in sexual relationship with a man who has a sexual relationship with another woman. In other words, whether or not true, there must be a perception of a love triangle. This I term the Love Triangle Trigger. [For more on the topic of the love triangle, see my blog category: Trined tantra – love triangle  … or search my blog for the term: dark love triangle ]

Trigger in Which the Female Antisocial Acts the Role of the Adolescent

Here is an expectable instance that might trigger acting out: She meets a man who is in relationship with another woman. She has an affair with him. He is enthralled. She lets him know she will not have sex with him again unless he kills the other woman. He procrastinates. On the next date, he says he cannot bring himself to murder his ex. The female antisocial cuts his penis off.

Trigger in Which the Female Antisocial Acts the Role of the Mother

Here is an instance of a trigger for the same woman, that is more of a stretch of the imagination. The femme fatale conceives a child. As she has multiple sex partners, she is unsure of the father …

Link: “Astral Story: Childbirth Scam,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 January 2018; published on 9 March 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8sq ..

She marries one of her sex partners before the child, a little girl, is born.

This, then sets the stage for a possible future ‘love triangle’ … as, despite the age disparity with the early adolescent trio, there are nevertheless two women … the female antisocial mother and the daughter who are potentially vying for one man’s affections … that of the husband-father.

When the child is about ready to enter elementary school, there is a mishap with an unrelated child molester, through whom the child contracts HIV. The father notices his daughter is in trouble, and tries to help her psychologically through a loving sexual act with his daughter. The mother finds them in the act of sex.

At that moment, the daughter became the ‘other woman’ in the female antisocial’s eyes. Worse yet, she is thrust into a rerun of the original traumatic scenario, with herself cast in the role of the mother she hated.

She takes out life insurance on her husband, and takes him to court for child molestation. The court rules he cannot have visits with his child. In despair, he kills himself …

Link: “Donkey Song,” a Story and Songs by Alice B. Clagett … filmed on 6 February 2018; published on 7 February 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8j6 ..

There is a variant of this astral story in which the father does not kill himself, but separates from the mother and begins to live underground, having a secret affair with his daughter in an underground bunker …

Link: “ADULTS ONLY (PG-13): Dank,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 10 September 2019; published on 15 September 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-ee4 ..

Link: “Hellworld Scenes versus Personal Empowerment,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 4 April 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8xd … See the section: GHOSTS OF PEOPLE WHO SUICIDE ON DRUGS

He morphs into a multiple personality, which I caught a glimpse of here and there on the physical plane in the year 2019 …

Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..

After discovering the father in a compromising situation with her daughter, the female antisocial can no longer stand the sight of her child. There are two astral stories about this …

  • One is rather dramatic: The female antisocial gives the child to the unrelated child molester, who murders her so as not to be responsible for the cost of medical care for the HIV she contracted from him.
  • The other is much milder: The female antisocial gives the child to her husband’s father, who lives far away.

Conclusion

What I find fascinating about these stories is the Love Triangle Trigger, and how disparate the two acting out instances are, aside from that one element, the love triangle, that they have in common.

It is also interesting to me, that the one woman, who sustained severe psychological trauma in the adolescent event, might in later life act out either the child’s role or the mother’s role from the original drama.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Femme Fatale,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jxY ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Dank,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jx4 ..

Link: “Fatal Attraction,” a 1987 film, in Wikipedia … https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fatal_Attraction ..

Link: “Hateful,” a song by Alice B. Clagett, published on 2 February 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8hP ..

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–from Link: “Female Antisocial: Femme Fatale,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 March 2018; revised on 16 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8tT .. 

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ASTRAL STORY: CHILDBIRTH SCAM
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Filmed on 27 January 2018; published on 9 March 2018
Location: El Capitan State Beach, Santa Barbara County, California

In this story the very beautiful woman is the femme fatale …

  • VIDEO BY ALICE
  • SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

The astral airwaves have been full of unbelievable stories. Here is a video about a childbirth scam that was circulating through ‘the ethers’, as they say. There is an edited Summary after the video …

VIDEO BY ALICE

SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO

Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice. I Am of the Stars.

I have heard about a scam, just recently, on the astral plane. I suppose everybody else is probably already familiar with it, but I just had never heard of it before. It is very ingenious, and it involves a woman who wants to have a child, and is married, but cannot afford to have a child. It is really simple. It goes like this …

She is a very beautiful woman, say … very alluring. Men always fall for her. But she, and the person that she has been a lifelong partner of, just do not have the money to get by. And so, in order to have a child, she divorces him, with his permission, and then goes on a search … a Craig’s list search, or whatever … for potential partners … sperm donors, really … who have ….

You are probably laughing because I am ingenuous, and I do not know about this, right? … potential partners who have money. She hopes to marry them for a few months … however long; maybe as long as the pregnancy, maybe less … and get together an agreement in advance, that, should there be an ‘issue’ (or children), that she will get a certain amount of money for it … because she intends to divorce him, and then go back to her one and only, right?

And here is the kicker: As to the people that she is having over, she will not let them spend the night. Her one and only is spending the night in the walk-in closet in the bedroom, to save money.

It is like a scam. It reminds me of that scam where the beautiful young woman approaches a man of means or substance; after having sexual relations with him, she turns up a month or two later, with one of those foam pretend-pregnancy bellies strapped on … the ones that cost $10 on Amazon or wherever … someplace on the internet. And she starts to get payments for child support from him because of that. It is a kind of con game. So there you have it.

My concern … is that, when I hear this stuff on the astral plane, I ought not get involved with it; I ought to just go ahead and let people be predators and victims … whether it be men or women, that are the predators. Whether it be men or women, that are the victim. You know? And let them play those games, so that they can learn from them. Because God will teach them what they need to know. God will teach them.

I cannot teach them by being indignant, or angry, or anything like that. So my gig is, the peaceful, neutral mind. I am going to try that for the rest of the day! …

Here I am at El Capitan State Beach … kind of cool! And I have an addition to that story. I heard just now, on the astral plane, that the con artist lady lines up 6 to 8 men every time she wants to have a pregnancy … does a prenuptial agreement with each of them … and gets as much money out of them as she can, based on the ‘issue’ that she is going to have … the child. From one, she might get $50,000, from another $400,000, and so on … She gets money from each of them, and pretends that she is married to each of them.

And then, after a month, she divorces them, and gets the money, and takes the money and the child to her one and only.

Is that not an incredible scam!

All right, I am going to go see about El Capitan. Talk to you later!

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

P.S. On the other hand, if there were transparency here … if everyone involved knew they were ‘buying shares’ in a baby, why then I expect there might come some future time when it would be legally sanctioned. So the question here, I feel, has to do with trickery or deception, rather than an inherent wrong.

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Femme Fatale,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jxY ..

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–from Link: “Astral Story: Childbirth Scam,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 27 January 2018; published on 9 March 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8sq ..

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PREMONITION OF DANGER
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Written and published on 17 October 2019
Previously titled: Premonition of Danger for Someone I Care About

In this story the Femme Fatale is the ‘one-time wife’ …

  • DANK: THE STALKER
  • HIS ONE-TIME WIFE
  • A SECOND MAN: THE MALDEKIAN
  • PREMONITION REGARDING ONE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS
  • MORE INFORMATION

Dear Ones,

DANK: THE STALKER

These two blogs are about a person who apparently murdered his mom when he was about the age of puberty …

Link: “ADULTS ONLY (PG-13 – SEXUALITY): Dank,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 10 September 2019; published on 15 September 2019 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-ee4 ..

Link: “The Stalker: Encounter with a Multiple Personality?” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 9 July 2019… https://wp.me/p2Rkym-dyb ..

HIS ONE-TIME WIFE

According to the astral plane, he was once married to this woman, who may have stolen her father from her mother, and then somehow arranged for his death …

Link: “Female Antisocial: Femme Fatale,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 16 March 2018; revised on 16 April 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-8tT ..

I have a feeling these two once got together because each had murdered a parent of the opposite gender; and so they may have had that in common. These are very difficult sorts of catastrophic early childhood experiences, and apparently invariably lead to (or perhaps are caused by) antisocial personality syndrome in the child who murders the parent.

Note: The woman termed ‘Kali’ in the below image is not the same person at the ‘one-time wife’ described above, but a while ago there was an astral glom that involved the ‘one-time wife’, the woman in the drawing, and one or maybe more than one other women …

ADULTS ONLY  (PG-13 – NUDITY): Image: “Kali Clothed,” by Alice B. Clagett, 21 August 2019, CC BY-SA 4.0 … https://iamofthestars.files.wordpress.com/2019/08/2019-08-20-kali-clothed-adapted3-good-e1566398655130.jpg … DESCRIPTION: A buxom woman with red lipstick and shoulder-length hair, wearing a blue bikini, squatting over the head of a man with open mouth, open eyes, and a crew cut. The woman’s feet are about a yard apart, toes outward in the plié position of ballet. Her elbows are by her sides, forearms horizontal and spread-eagle, fingers spread wide.

Here is a more traditional image of Kali, expressing the same tenor and personality traits as in my drawing above. Though risqué, it flies under the Wikimedia radar as a work of religious art …

Image: “Kali Trampling Shiva,” chromolithograph by Raja Ravi Varma,” before 1906, source: http://images.wellcome.ac.uk/indexplus/obf_images/06/be/c9c466b8dd2eca222a98d0a1e171.jpg … from Wikimedia Commons, public domain

Image: “Kali Trampling Shiva,” chromolithograph by Raja Ravi Varma,” before 1906, source: http://images.wellcome.ac.uk/indexplus/obf_images/06/be/c9c466b8dd2eca222a98d0a1e171.jpg … from Wikimedia Commons, public domain

Luckily, it appears that the astral ‘Kali’ glom has by now untangled.

A SECOND MAN: THE MALDEKIAN

For a long time, on the astral plane, these two … the murdering man and the murdering woman described above … apparently have been associated with another man who had two early incidents of note, but less catastrophic in nature. In the first two links below, this second man is the boy who threw the rock that resulted in the accidental death of a young girl (maybe a sister) …

Link: “The Child with the Rock,” by Alice B. Clagett, filmed on 24 March 2017 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-76h ..

Link: “Astral Case Studies: Boy with the Rock, and Child Lilith,” by Alice B. Clagett, written on 26 August 2018; published on 27 September 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-adS ..

In this third link prior incarnations of the second man are described as a child who died in a wartime setting, next to his mother; reborn as a conjoined twin inside his reincarnated mom; and then reborn as her baby brother …

Link: “Ego 2: One Ego Encapsulated in Another; Body Co-Tenancy and Soul Evolution,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 17 August 2016; revised on 11 October 2018 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-613 ..

This second man might also have been involved, along with me, as one of two neutral observers during the destruction of the planet Maldek … he having been at the time, Maldekian, and I Venutian …

Link: “Thoughts on the Controllers, True Power, Lightwork, and a Truer Reality,” by Alice B. Clagett, published on 12 September 2013; revised … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-6GE … See the section: Alice’s Perilous Tales: Memories of Homeworld Destruction … Planet Maldek?

If this is so, then he is one of the first Maldekians to attain human form here on Earth, and important as a leader of his as yet disincarnate peoples back into incarnation here on Earth.

That shared experience of planetary destruction would have been his link to me in this lifetime.

PREMONITION REGARDING ONE OF MY FAMILY MEMBERS

I had a premonition last night that the stalking man was about to enter the life of one of my extended family members. I have a concern about it, as I care about my extended family, and the first man had, according to the astral airs, been tracking me on the physical plane for about 8 years, until the year 2016, with intent to murder me.

I am hoping this warning will help my family member to stay safe. She should know that he works with disguises, and goes by the name of another man.

In my own extended family, as far as I know, there have been no catastrophic childhood experiences, so I feel it may be possible for my extended family and me to avoid karmic entanglements with people who have suffered in this way.

The difficulty is that my extended family member may be experiencing a feeling of female competition or one-upmanship, and that might trap her into wanting to be with the second man. That, in turn, may lead her into the trap of the first man, Dank, who might pretend to be the second man.

My prayers are with her, that she may avoid this danger, and steer a clear course for her family through the coming years.

In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Dank,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jx4 ..

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Femme Fatale,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jxY ..

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–from Link: “Premonition of Danger,” by Alice B. Clagett, written and published on 17 October 2019 https://wp.me/p2Rkym-eA2 ..

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In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars

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MORE INFORMATION         top

Link: “Catastrophic Childhood Experiences: Dank,” published on 14 August 2020 … https://wp.me/p2Rkym-jx4This link has all the blogs about “Dank” who was once the Femme Fatale’s boyfriend or husband. Complementarily to the Femme Fatale’s Oedipus complex, Dank had what is termed in psychology an ‘Electra complex’. The child in the “Dank” stories is their daughter; from her mother she learned and acted out the Oedipus complex behavior, The ‘Maldekian’ is an older man reminiscent of the Femme Fatale’s father …

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catastrophic childhood experiences, astral case studies, case studies, psychiatry, psychology, esoteric, arcana, occult, acting out, Oedipus complex, Electra complex, Dank, Femme Fatale – Dominatrix, Castratrux – Basal Vampire, Spelunker Kidkin,

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