Published on 16 March 2015; transcribed on 18 October 2018
Previously titled: “Old Lightworker Syndrome: Sexual Repression and the Clairaudient Plane”
- VIDEO BY ALICE
- SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
- Normal Daily Sexual Behavior
- Sexual Expression on the Clairaudient Plane
- Societal Expectations Regarding Sexual Expression
- Lilith: The Conundrum of Outlawry of Female Prostitution
- Dark Love Triangle
- On Viewing People as Energy Systems Rather Than Personalities
- Dark Love Triangle, Continued
- The Wife Who Is Set Aside: Corn Mother
- Marriage to Lilith
- Lilith Unmasked
- OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE
This is about the clearing of sexual repression that is taking place through the Incoming Light, and how that clearing process is manifesting on the clairaudient plane.
There is discussion of the husband – wife – Lilith triad (the Dark Love Triangle or triangle amoureux). Societal expectations. Prostitution. And how to safely navigate the current clearing of sexual repression.
The beautiful instrumental music at the end of the video is “Prelude No. 20,” by Chris Zabriskie, CC BY 4.0
There is a lightly edited Summary after the video, and then an image about Old Lightworkers and the human chakras.
VIDEO BY ALICE
SUMMARY OF THE VIDEO
Hello, Dear Ones, It’s Alice.
I have been thinking about this sexual repression thing. I am going to put up the picture that I used in a previous blog, on this blog, which is about sexual repression and the clairaudient plane … [see below image labeled “OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE”] …
Some questions came up, clairaudiently; these are: What is sexual repression, and how is it expressed on the clairaudient plane?
Normal Daily Sexual Behavior
First, we need to look at normal daily behavior … what is socially expected of us. And generally, what I see, here in America, are people walking up and down the street, going about their daily adventures, in work and play and chores and so forth.
And they are all fully clothed, even though this is sunny California here. And they do not even meet your eye, or make eye contact, generally… Although you will find, if a woman is very good looking, that men will try to catch her eye, and try to make direct eye contact with her. But often, if she looks in their direction, she will be staring right through them. Or she will be avoiding their gaze altogether.
What I see, in the world in general, day to day, is a sexual urge that is not expressed or acted out, except in a home setting or a bar or strip joint setting. So there are certain places where sexual repression is not needed. But in general, in this society … the work-a-day world, in particular, does involve sexual repression.
Sexual Expression on the Clairaudient Plane
On the clairaudient plane, what I have been hearing is men … gadzillion men … especially on Friday nights and Saturday nights here … who are insistently demanding of sexual attention. By that I mean that it is a second chakra auditory program that repeats and repeats and repeats, without any kind of change-up … an astral ‘tape loop’, as it were.
It is subconscious. It is repressed energy that is expressing itself, without the people who are astrally voicing it actually knowing what they are doing. Although, as time goes on, they begin to relate to it, on the physical plane, and actually consciously hear it.
Amongst women, what I am hearing is: When the man’s attention … this man who is subconsciously imagining or daydreaming about sexuality … when his attention becomes fixed on a particular person, a particular woman … from that woman I hear a negative response: No, no, no! Oh no, Oh no, Oh no! … That kind of response.
But sometimes I hear a coquette response. The feeling is something like this: Oh, you handsome man! Oh my, oh my, oh my! … from women who are willing to respond to that kind of energy.
So, if a man has his mind fixed on a certain object of sexual attention, he can believe that he is receiving that positive sexual response from that person … even though there is a constant ‘switcheroo’ and change-up on the clairaudient plane.
So he may be hearing from several hundred different women, or hundreds of thousands of different women, all of whom sound the same to him because of his mental filter, which is object-oriented; it is concentrated on a certain object of attention.
And a woman may think that she is receiving insistent sexual invitations from a particular man … or set of men … during the day, when in fact, she may be receiving it from 10,000 different men, or 100,000 different men … whichever of them have that particular message in the repressed second-chakra at that time.
So what I see is the unconscious and the subconscious slowly coming to consciousness, through the filters of societal expectations.
Societal Expectations Regarding Sexual Expression
What are these societal expectations? Mostly, in Middle America today, men learn at an early age that they are expected to be ever ready for the act of sex. Women, on the other hand, learn that they must not make themselves available for sex indiscriminately.
So there we have a clash of societal expectations. And here we have the Ascension process … where all feelings are made known, all subconscious programming is coming to light, and it is completely impossible to escape from other people’s programming without reprogramming our own systems.
So we feel trapped; we feel trapped by this clash of societal expectations: The men, in the unconscious, repressed state, want sex … and it is very obvious, through the clairaudient chatter … that this process is going on. The women, in the unconscious, repressed state, almost always want to avoid it … unless they know who it is that they are talking to, or think they do. So there is no meeting of the minds there.
Lilith: The Conundrum of Outlawry of Female Prostitution
I am reminded of prostitution, and female sex workers … How they can go to jail, even though it is very clearly men who want their services, and men, in general, who make the laws. Nevertheless, these women … whose services are desired by men … are sent, by men, to jail.
And what kind of sense does that make? Unless we consider that most of the men are married, and that, for the sake of appearances, they do not want their wives to know that they have this desire … this constant urge?
Looking at that from a far context, we could say: It may be possible that women want to express themselves sexually more frequently than they do … and with more partners. But because of societal expectations, they do not.
And it may also be possible that men might like to see two different kinds of woman in their life:
- The woman who keeps their genetic line straight, and raises their family.
- And Lilith: The woman who has no sexual inhibitions, and is willing to mate with anyone … the sex worker.
Now, here we have the clairaudient plane. And all women are on the clairaudient plane, at the same time. So the man that has an expectation of sex worker gratification will also have his wife on the line, at the same time … mystified, upset, disgruntled, wondering if she should be divorced because of it.
We really need to work on our own systems here, because there is no ‘answer’ to this question, until our own endocrine systems are balanced, and our chakras are balanced, and the Incoming Light clarifies the distortions in our Bodies of Light, and so forth. And at that point, I feel everything will be very clear.
Dark Love Triangle
There is a situation that has been coming up for me, as a single person. And that is that a number of couple … I would say, ten or more couples … are latching onto me, with the man having an expectation of the sex worker role for me, because I am single.
On Viewing People as Energy Systems Rather Than Personalities. Because of my many years of kundalini yoga, and other meditation practices, and martial arts and mental conditioning, I am relatively aware of what is going on with my energy systems. I tend to look at things energetically, these days, rather than from the standpoint of personality. because energy is easier for me to deal with, when I experience a state of neutral mind.
And I look on other people, also, as energy systems. I look at the balance of the energy systems of other people, rather than at their personalities. And in that way I find that I do not get so attached to personalities; and I have a better time maintaining the integrity of my own energy system.
Dark Love Triangle, Continued. So that is just some background information for you, preparatory to discussing the scenario of couples latching onto single women.
It seems to me … and I will propose this hypothesis … that, when the men say that they are hearing from the single woman: Please do, please do, please do! ... all day long, as a response to their recurrent and constant demand of sexuality on the repressed, second chakra plane … what they may actually be hearing is the repressed response of their own wives.
So then, when they perceive me as the ‘other woman’ with their minds, and direct their energy to me, and their wife gets upset, the next thing that sometimes happens is that they say to their wives: I do not want her sexual attention, and I do not know why she is doing this to me. I cannot escape from her.
Now, bear in mind that it is … I propose ... their wife’s own sexuality that is creating a constant lower-chakra bond with them. (This is why people get married or enter into continent sexual union … because of the comfortable nature of uncompromised astral cording, from the perspective of mutual astral chatter.)
But from the standpoint of the sex worker role that they think I am playing, or that they think other single women are playing, I am cast in the light of the person who is breaking a law. And I am place ‘in jail’, as it were, by the man … just as the prostitutes in America today frequently are.
So, in the context of clair speak, what is happening is that the man will say to his wife … and this is on a very deep, subconscious level, so I hear it sotto voce … I hear it very, very, very quietly, if I listen very well … I hear him saying to his wife something like: You take over here! … You deal with it! … Or, that’s it: My wife, woo her! … Those are the words: My wife, woo her! … And I hear it over and over again. And what happens then is that, on a very deep, subconscious level, the wife begins to woo me.
Why would she do such a thing? Why would she listen to him, regarding that? I think it may be because she wants to rediscover her own, repressed, sexual drive. And I think that the man asks his wife to do that, because he does not want to incur her wrath. It is for the same reason that there are laws against prostitution.
It is a pretty complicated topic. But I do have that much to offer you: That there is this going down right now.
The Wife Who Is Set Aside: Corn Mother
Image: “Corn Mother,” from “Masks of the Goddess,” https://www.masksofthegoddess.com/uploads/3/7/1/1/37112809/1162224.jpg ..
So then to continue: If this process of the wife wooing the single person that is the third person in a Dark Love Triangle, begins to grate on everyone’s nerves, and then there is a breakup of the couple, what I have then found, in several astral instances, is that the man then woos a woman that I would call the Lilith … the woman who has a very strong sexual drive, and relatively few inhibitions.
And then, for the women that used to be the wives, what I find is a struggling to find a standing point in the world at large right now. These women who are, in a sense, set free of societal expectations, and the two, diametrically opposed societal roles of women … these women are in a position, right now, to step forward, into the Incoming Light, and to transform the world through it.
Amongst all the people in the world today … except for the children, who are in the first position of being able to absorb the Light … these women who have been set aside, and freed of societal expectations, are the ones that are most capable of incorporating new codons and the new encoding first, and of seeding and bringing forth the new crops of Soul wisdom for New Life on New Earth. In this regard, they are like the mythical Corn Mother of humankind.
I hope that explanation helps them some.
Marriage to Lilith
Image: “Neptune’s Horses,” illustration pour ‘La Legende mythologique grecque’, by Walter Crane, 1910, in Wikimedia Commons, https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Walter_Crane_-_Neptune%27s_Horses_(1910).jpg ..
Now, for the men .. the men who have set aside their wives and stepped into the role of ‘Wooer of Lilith’ … I feel that there is a great deal of sexual rage to be gone through, for the both of you … you and your new wife.
I feel that you should be very careful not to act out your rage, against your sexual partner. If it looks like rage is getting the upper hand … either for you, or for the Lilith that you married … I think that you should plan for the contingency of separate residences until the rage is cleared by the Incoming Light.
So, what accounts for this rage amongst the men and the new Lilith spouses? Well, there are probably many reasons. But I think one thing to consider is that the desire to act out constant acts of sex, or the desire to dream about them, causes a mental and emotional imbalance in a person, so that he or she cannot fulfill their true Soul destiny.
And this rage that men feel, has to do with their perceived inability to deal with the sex urge, and to restrain it with their mental minds. So the problem there is just that they need to restrain it through their heart chakras, which are the center of their endocrine systems. But there you have what I think is the true reason for rage in men right now: Their desire to be, like the god Poseidon, master of the waves of the wild horses of desire.
Image: “Lilith,” from “Masks of the Goddess,” https://www.masksofthegoddess.com/uploads/3/7/1/1/37112809/kkk_1.jpg?344 ..
And then for the Liliths .. the women who are acting the part of the women always available for sex: I think that their rage there has to do with going against societal expectations. And in fact, even though the Lilith is fulfilling her own fantasy of sexual liberation; nevertheless, the negspeak from women regarding this way of acting in reality, is causing the rage, I feel. The opprobrium of other women is causing the rage in the Liliths.
Specifically in this case, most likely, it will be the negativity of the displaced spouses and their social circles, that will be the burden of negativity for the Liliths. And this kind of burden goes on despite the fact that the displaced female spouse may be very spiritual, and in her mental mind very nonjudgmental regarding what has taken place.
The arena for the negspeak that comes to the Lilith is not conscious; it is deeply unconscious. And it is there that the rage develops: in the deep unconscious mind.
That is all I have for your right now. I wish you the very best in absorbing as much Light as you can, as soon as you possibly can, because it is the Light that will set us free of the suffering of this world. It is the Light which will destroy the illusion of Maya, and bring us into the New Earth.
The glory that awaits us there … the wonders that await us there … and the depth of happiness that awaits us there … are beyond imagination, in this world of illusion.
God speed you all. God rest you all. And God keep you all, until next we meet.
[The video concludes with “Prelude No. 20,” by Chris Zabriskie, CC BY 4.0, along with nature scenes]
OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: MALWARE TO SUPPRESS SEX URGE CAUSES ENDOCRINE IMBALANCE
Image: “OLD LIGHTWORKER SYNDROME: Malware to Suppress Sex Urge Causes Endocrine Imbalance,” by Alice B. Clagett, 15 March 2015, CC BY-SA 4.0 … Image of a yogi sitting cross-legged adapted from a map of chakras in the human body, by mpan, public domain. The image shows the 7 chakras, old-style, along with the chakric colors.
Along the right side of the body, the chakras are labeled: magenta: Crown Chakra; violet: Brow Chakra; turquoise: Throat Chakra; green: Heart Chakra; yellow: Solar Plexus Chakra; orange: Sacral Chakra; red: Root Chakra.
Along the left side of the body are these captions: ‘1. Meditation on the third eye-point strengthens the pituitary’ … with an arrow pointing to the yogi’s forehead. ‘Life current through these chakras is diminished’ … with a bracket indicating the Solar Plexus Chakra, the Heart Chakra, and the Throat Chakra. ‘Sexual malware causes repression’ … with an arrow pointing to the Sacral Chakra.
At the bottom of the image is the caption: “This malware affects a large segment of Earth’s human population. However, because meditation increases the voltage of the life current (chi, or ki), the effects are more pronounced in the endocrine system of long-time meditators.
Yoga, thoughtful diet, meditation on the Core Star (between the Solar Plexus and the Heart) and meditation on the Heart Chakra are curative.” –from “Old Lightworker Syndrome: Clearing Soul Wounding,” by Alice B. Clagett, in “I Am of the Stars,” https://www.iamofthestars.com ..
In love, light and joy,
I Am of the Stars
I find a strong parallel to the clair chatter in the practice of ‘cat calling’ women. Women think: This is just men, acting naughty for a moment. Men think: What is this? This is the way we are! What’s wrong with these women for calling us out! …
Video: “Mancave – Construction Workers,” by OhSoCosmoTV, 30 January 2012, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Iop4x8RQ-is ..
Here is a great meditation by Dr. Suzanne Lie for unconditional love of the second chakra …
Video: “Unconditionally Love Yourself ~ Second Chakra ~ Dr. Suzanne Lie and the Arcturians, by suzannelie, 13 January 2016, https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=asIHENkHjI0 ..
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